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– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – That people can do this is amazing in itself but yoga reintegrates a person so all their systems are in harmony. Wade What a gift yoga is. Yes, I agree! — ~Stu
I agree as well as to what a gift yoga is, and it surprises me to find the above story of the person who quits "after the 3rd class" but then I notice it’s also "after 3 weeks" — So: there was one yoga class per week, and I’m bound to suspect, very little "at-home" study and practice. Perhaps it was a bikram class and they hurt themselves or ran across a very regimentative instructor? Neil
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Dear Janiss, Geez, what kind of yoga are you studying? I’ve taken basic Hatha, Iyengar, a bit of power yoga here and there and the only thing that ever happened to me was I got stronger and more flexible, and felt great after class (occasionally a little sore the next day). I’ve only become a whirlwind of negative emotion as a result of a negative inner life. That said, I have heard of certain yoga styles – Kundalini being one that comes to mind – that have had strange effects on the practitioner.
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To see what "strange effects" KY can have read: http://www.3ho.org/ and http://www.yogibhajan.com/intro.html On the other hand, I’ve heard of other styles, such as Kripalu, which are supposed to be emotionally healing. And Iyengar especially can take a therapeutic view – I know one Yoga teacher here in Los Angeles who has workshops on Yoga and depression, and apparently he’s very good at helping people with non-clinical depression.
That’s what Yoga does – yes. We shouldn’t forget that Yoga is still an integral part of the Ayurveda – a whole health and lifestyle-system. I do have a student who was able after 40 years of depression to manage her disease without drugs. To find a lot of good KY teachers in California: http://www.sikhnet.com/Sikhnet/IKYTA.nsf/California!OpenView I honestly don’t think it’s the Yoga so much as there is probably something that’s been going on with you for a long time that you have, perhaps, been burying?
I agree on that. Maybe the Yoga is only the trigger. And maybe the type of yoga you are studying is not right for you. Or maybe it’s just me – I don’t have particularly emotional responses to physical activity!
I don’t belief that! You never had sex??
Can you belief a yoga experience beeing as good or better than that? Try some Kundalini Yoga …
I just feel you need to look deeper than at just your three yoga classes.
Yes, I agree with you. Sat Nam! Hari Har Singh
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ehem ….
To see what "strange effects" KY can have read: http://www.3ho.org/ and http://www.yogibhajan.com/intro.html No. Check THIS site: http://kundalini-info.org/engkni.html and this one: http://www.kundalini-support.com/index-3.html * Designed to close the book on shareware crpg’s: * ULTIZURK IV: Lord of the Cyclops nears completion! http://hometown.aol.com/lotcyclops/madpage.html
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snip< …I’ve become hyper-sensitive. I’m quick to anger at the slightest provocation. I even became downright violent when … snip<
Such things can happen if you are trying too hard. Remember you are doing more than stretching your arms and legs. Your spine is also bending and twisting … you are manipulating and playing around with your central nervous system. If you are going into the poses too far and and too hard, then the nerves become agitated instead of calmed. That said, the anger and hypersensitibity you experience is still your own. Shit happens. Deal with it.
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Its funny I just responded with a similar post concerning the importance of the yamas on a different newsgroup. It may be more simple than that. Sometimes when a really tense person gets a massage the person leaves with more anxiety. Its as if a layer of stress is peeled away revealing a deeper layer.
Yes, I think people develop mental and physical controls to inhibit their "bad" behavior. These inhibitions are there as a defensive measure against criticism, violence (basically pain) that they receive when they interact with other people. There are even defensive measures against one’s own judgments that involve repression, denial and general unawareness. The black bag they carry that they hide things they do not want others or themselves to see. A person thinks "It is not good to be stressed". Therefore they find a way of meeting their ideal. There are many ways of doing this, one of them being to hide it from others through physical and mental control (tight shoulders, controlled speech, and literally burying it down in one’s unconscious). When a person relaxes they forget about the controls for a bit and all that pressure is released and stuff that is hidden emerges (sometimes much to the surprise of the person). But as is said the truth shall make you free.
Non-lying. That people can do this is amazing in itself but yoga reintegrates a person so all their systems are in harmony. Wade
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Technically if the yoga you are practicing is just physical activity it is not yoga at all. It is bhoga. I think you are missing the point slightly. I heard an Ashtanga teacher say that people very very rarely ‘flip out’ or ‘lose it’ because they practise Ashtanga (Vinyasa) Yoga. Those things happen more often in some other kinds of Yoga, I’ve been told. This is because a physical asana practise like in Ashtanga is very grounding and people don’t start pranayama on meditation until after they have developed and advanced asana practise. Marcus
In my familiarity with Ashtanga several years ago the practice was not purely physical. There is great emphasis put on where your attention is during practice, and maintaining an equanimity of being in the moment of each pose. Ultimately it is this discipline of the mind that distinguishes the practice from bhoga. And I agree with the general Ashtanga doctrine that echoes Iyengar (not a coincidence) to master asana before moving on to pranayama on meditation. I did not have that experience, having started a regular meditation practice long before learning correct asana practice. I think it has been a determent to my sadhana. — ~Stu
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That people can do this is amazing in itself but yoga reintegrates a person so all their systems are in harmony. Wade
What a gift yoga is. — ~Stu
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That people can do this is amazing in itself but yoga reintegrates a person so all their systems are in harmony. Wade What a gift yoga is.
Yes, I agree! – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – — ~Stu
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Please, please take off the horsehair underwear! Pennance is really not necessary!
Actually, while I take a rather spiritual approach to everything, especially every day life, sometimes I think a little bhoga is a good thing, even for someone who has been practicing yoga for quite a while (which I believe you yourself acknowledged). I treasure the bhoga side of my practice, as it keeps me able to laugh at myself when I’m trying too hard to master either my mind or body. When life gets too heavy for whatever reason, it’s usually time for a little bhoga, or maybe an aerobics video, or both. A Buster Keaton movie doesn’t hurt, either. Once I’ve regained my perspective, it’s time to dig more deeply once again. Bhoga aside, I do a lot of non-yoga physical activity, but I try to take a mindful, more spiritual approach to it than most people do. If bhoga is the more shallow, three-dimensional world of Yoga, then what can I call the more uplifting, spiritual side of other forms of physical fitness? -Janiss
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- Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – Now, after my third yoga class, I’m ready to quit! Since this has been the only change in my life in the last few weeks, it’s the only thing to which I can contribute this horrible, upside-down feeling. I’ve become hyper-sensitive. I’m quick to anger at the slightest provocation. I even became downright violent when I ruined a shirt in the laundry! I can’t concentrate at work. Several times I’ve realized I had been sitting at my desk, blankly staring. This is all totally against my pre-yoga self. So much for a gentle, stretching exercise. After talking to some classmates, I wonder why they have continued. Relationship break-ups soon after starting yoga, job abandonment, questioning everything they are. I can’t tolerate such upheaval. All at once anyway. Is this typical?
Sorry for not reading entire thread, but would like to give two thaughts: 1) Breaking up, mentally, or even hurting oneseft physically (like injury or such) depends sometimes just on how much you (better said: your teacher) will push you, and that depends most on your goal and your eagerness (excuse my spelling) to achieve it. I have read and heard some things that some yogis were forced (but willingly!) to go through in order to become holy, and selfrealized. The qey is to have consciousness BEYOND body, thoughts, mind, ego and all that, and mind likes to defend from attempts to change. One anegdote: Swami Vivekanand was once asked (or rather million times, but this once didn’t have patience to assure that man that all would be OK and so on) if man can go mad from meditation practice. He replied, much to man’s surprise: "Than go mad! If this is only price to pay to find God, than go mad, man!" However, I doubt you’ll go mad or unpolite or rude or something, probably just dig deep in your mind and reach for the soul, like going in the old attic; you’ll find diamonds, but will have to dig through piles of old-stored junk in order to find it. IMHO, have you not had that diamond on this attic, you wouldn’t have urge to start your quest. This is process of dragging contents of your attic outside, on daylight, to view and valuate and throw away what you don’t need. 2) If you quit yoga, yoga will not lose, only you can lose. Will you quit at first obstacle? Love, Rup Puri
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– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – Its funny I just responded with a similar post concerning the importance of the yamas on a different newsgroup. It may be more simple than that. Sometimes when a really tense person gets a massage the person leaves with more anxiety. Its as if a layer of stress is peeled away revealing a deeper layer. Yes, I think people develop mental and physical controls to inhibit their "bad" behavior. These inhibitions are there as a defensive measure against criticism, violence (basically pain) that they receive when they interact with other people. There are even defensive measures against one’s own judgments that involve repression, denial and general unawareness. The black bag they carry that they hide things they do not want others or themselves to see. A person thinks "It is not good to be stressed". Therefore they find a way of meeting their ideal. There are many ways of doing this, one of them being to hide it from others through physical and mental control (tight shoulders, controlled speech, and literally burying it down in one’s unconscious). When a person relaxes they forget about the controls for a bit and all that pressure is released and stuff that is hidden emerges (sometimes much to the surprise of the person). But as is said the truth shall make you free.
Non-lying.
This is a great perception here, Wade, well said! Neil Dennis
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Geez, what kind of yoga are you studying? I’ve taken basic Hatha, Iyengar, a bit of power yoga here and there and the only thing that ever happened to me was I got stronger and more flexible, and felt great after class (occasionally a little sore the next day). I’ve only become a whirlwind of negative emotion as a result of a negative inner life. That said, I have heard of certain yoga styles – Kundalini being one that comes to mind – that have had strange effects on the practitioner. On the other hand, I’ve heard of other styles, such as Kripalu, which are supposed to be emotionally healing. And Iyengar especially can take a therapeutic view – I know one Yoga teacher here in Los Angeles who has workshops on Yoga and depression, and apparently he’s very good at helping people with non-clinical depression. I honestly don’t think it’s the Yoga so much as there is probably something that’s been going on with you for a long time that you have, perhaps, been burying? And maybe the type of yoga you are studying is not right for you. Or maybe it’s just me – I don’t have particularly emotional responses to physical activity!
I just feel you need to look deeper than at just your three yoga classes. -Janiss
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– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – And maybe the type of yoga you are studying is not right for you. Or maybe it’s just me – I don’t have particularly emotional responses to physical activity! Ms. Garza: I have in the past enjoyed your insights. I am a little surprised at your response though. Technically if the yoga you are practicing is just physical activity it is not yoga at all. It is bhoga. Really is nothing wrong with that. There is a certain amount of bhoga in yoga. For a beginner a practice in bhoga is fine but as one advances one would hope that their practice summoned the depth that is yoga. — ~Stu
Ms. Garza: 1000 apologies. Sorry as I was hitting the send button I noticed the little emoticon on your sentence. I over reacted. Just a pet peeve. Too much time on my hands really. Should find a job instead. Not even sure how I could doubt your sadhana that is really an inspiration to us all. I will wear scratchy horsehair lined underwear as penance for a week. I hope you will be a frequent contributor to this NG. I really enjoy your writing and expertise in the area. — ~Stu
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And maybe the type of yoga you are studying is not right for you. Or maybe it’s just me – I don’t have particularly emotional responses to physical activity!
Ms. Garza: I have in the past enjoyed your insights. I am a little surprised at your response though. Technically if the yoga you are practicing is just physical activity it is not yoga at all. It is bhoga. Really is nothing wrong with that. There is a certain amount of bhoga in yoga. For a beginner a practice in bhoga is fine but as one advances one would hope that their practice summoned the depth that is yoga. — ~Stu
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– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – You talked with other students in the class and they too blamed yoga for relationship break-ups, job abandonment, questioning everything they are. I find that hard to believe. I have been going to different yoga classes of various levels and schools now for some 40 years and I have not heard such a thing. Perhaps people with a pulled muscle or injury (due to poor guidance), or feeling a little "spacey" (from deep meditation without proper preparation). But the things you mention suggests deep character modifications. What kind of yoga class is this? I am not sure what type of class could cause people to change this much – it is almost as if these people were modified through alcohol or drug dependence. It may not be the yoga practice but the yoga teacher that is the main influence here. It can be very difficult to understand why things happen, but as I have found out all sorts of things do happen. I think character modifications are OK but not so quickly as not being able handle the changes without being destructive. I think the yamas are put in place just for this upheaval that deep seated change can bring. Wade
Its funny I just responded with a similar post concerning the importance of the yamas on a different newsgroup. It may be more simple than that. Sometimes when a really tense person gets a massage the person leaves with more anxiety. Its as if a layer of stress is peeled away revealing a deeper layer. — ~Stu
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- Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – You talked with other students in the class and they too blamed yoga for relationship break-ups, job abandonment, questioning everything they are. I find that hard to believe. I have been going to different yoga classes of various levels and schools now for some 40 years and I have not heard such a thing. Perhaps people with a pulled muscle or injury (due to poor guidance), or feeling a little "spacey" (from deep meditation without proper preparation). But the things you mention suggests deep character modifications. What kind of yoga class is this? I am not sure what type of class could cause people to change this much – it is almost as if these people were modified through alcohol or drug dependence.
It may not be the yoga practice but the yoga teacher that is the main influence here. It can be very difficult to understand why things happen, but as I have found out all sorts of things do happen. I think character modifications are OK but not so quickly as not being able handle the changes without being destructive. I think the yamas are put in place just for this upheaval that deep seated change can bring. Wade
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– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – Now, after my third yoga class, I’m ready to quit! Since this has been the only change in my life in the last few weeks, it’s the only thing to which I can contribute this horrible, upside-down feeling. I’ve become hyper-sensitive. I’m quick to anger at the slightest provocation. I even became downright violent when I ruined a shirt in the laundry! I can’t concentrate at work. Several times I’ve realized I had been sitting at my desk, blankly staring. This is all totally against my pre-yoga self. So much for a gentle, stretching exercise. After talking to some classmates, I wonder why they have continued. Relationship break-ups soon after starting yoga, job abandonment, questioning everything they are. I can’t tolerate such upheaval. All at once anyway. Is this typical?
Dear Casper, several ppl in this ng allready told you that anger is ok, it’s good to feel it, that it comes from inside, etc. I can also tell you that often other feelings hide behind this anger / violence. Feelings like insecurety, sadness, grief, stress, fear and depression. Maybe you can feel within yourself what could fit to your anger – what feelings hide behind your anger. None of these emotions are "bad". What makes them "bad" and an painfull experience to us that we think of them as something unwanted / "negative" and painfull and therefor start a tragic don quichote fight within ourself against what we are, our own beeing. A fight we cannot win but many of us still do fight until they die – not fullfilled but exhausted / burned out from this figfht against themselfs to fullfill the image they – their Ego – created. Often an in-human image created to fight ones own humanity. All these feelings and emotions are within you. The Yoga doesn’t give you feelings like a feeling-drug that you swallow. Now there are some questions that come to my mind: These gentle exercises does make you angry – is this something you know? That gentleness does make you angry? What about your own gentleness? Are you gentle and caring with yourself? Gentleness is a big power! ("Flowerpower!"
"The power of cannons cannot open a heart. But with 1 or 2 humble words it can be opened forever." One last short tip: It also can be a beeing carful and gentle with yourself to stop joining the Yoga class if the experience is to extreme to handle for you. Be carefull with yourself. Whatch what is happening! Good luck on your path! Sat Nam – Hari Har Singh
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– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – Now, after my third yoga class, I’m ready to quit! Since this has been the only change in my life in the last few weeks, it’s the only thing to which I can contribute this horrible, upside-down feeling. I’ve become hyper-sensitive. I’m quick to anger at the slightest provocation. I even became downright violent when I ruined a shirt in the laundry! I can’t concentrate at work. Several times I’ve realized I had been sitting at my desk, blankly staring. This is all totally against my pre-yoga self. So much for a gentle, stretching exercise. After talking to some classmates, I wonder why they have continued. Relationship break-ups soon after starting yoga, job abandonment, questioning everything they are. I can’t tolerate such upheaval. All at once anyway. Is this typical?
You talked with other students in the class and they too blamed yoga for relationship break-ups, job abandonment, questioning everything they are. I find that hard to believe. I have been going to different yoga classes of various levels and schools now for some 40 years and I have not heard such a thing. Perhaps people with a pulled muscle or injury (due to poor guidance), or feeling a little "spacey" (from deep meditation without proper preparation). But the things you mention suggests deep character modifications. What kind of yoga class is this? I am not sure what type of class could cause people to change this much – it is almost as if these people were modified through alcohol or drug dependence. Be that as it may, I would look long and hard at Wade’s response. Note these changes in your life: -Shortened attention span -hyper sensitivity -irritability Research has demonstrated that yoga has the opposite effect relaxing the body, increasing attention span, and releasing anger. You may look up Yoga research at Pubmed.com. It may very well be that yoga has brought your attention to behaviors that were there before, only they were not on your radar. — ~Stu
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good point.. one of the aims of yoga is to release the tensions and the anger… it’s a good sign… even if it kills you and destroys your whole life as you know it… the aim of yoga is rebirth with a different consciousness and new awareness anyway… so I say stay with the pain and the anger until it all goes away… no pain no gain… mental or physical.
– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – Now, after my third yoga class, I’m ready to quit! Since this has been the only change in my life in the last few weeks, it’s the only thing to which I can contribute this horrible, upside-down feeling. I’ve become hyper-sensitive. I’m quick to anger at the slightest provocation. I even became downright violent when I ruined a shirt in the laundry! I can’t concentrate at work. Several times I’ve realized I had been sitting at my desk, blankly staring. This is all totally against my pre-yoga self. So much for a gentle, stretching exercise. After talking to some classmates, I wonder why they have continued. Relationship break-ups soon after starting yoga, job abandonment, questioning everything they are. I can’t tolerate such upheaval. All at once anyway. Is this typical?
Casper, The binders come off and your true personality comes out. Why did you start yoga in the first place? You got one thing right, that you are angry (and angry before you started yoga). Its not yoga which caused the anger, you are angry. So what are you going to do about it? When are you going to do something about it? Destroying your current situation (relationship break-ups, job abandonement, ….) will not help yourself, changing yourself instead will make the difference. Hyper-sensitvity, upside-down feelings, violence, lack of concentration are all symptoms of being angry. Its just not just is it? Wade
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- Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – Now, after my third yoga class, I’m ready to quit! Since this has been the only change in my life in the last few weeks, it’s the only thing to which I can contribute this horrible, upside-down feeling. I’ve become hyper-sensitive. I’m quick to anger at the slightest provocation. I even became downright violent when I ruined a shirt in the laundry! I can’t concentrate at work. Several times I’ve realized I had been sitting at my desk, blankly staring. This is all totally against my pre-yoga self. So much for a gentle, stretching exercise. After talking to some classmates, I wonder why they have continued. Relationship break-ups soon after starting yoga, job abandonment, questioning everything they are. I can’t tolerate such upheaval. All at once anyway. Is this typical?
Casper, The binders come off and your true personality comes out. Why did you start yoga in the first place? You got one thing right, that you are angry (and angry before you started yoga). Its not yoga which caused the anger, you are angry. So what are you going to do about it? When are you going to do something about it? Destroying your current situation (relationship break-ups, job abandonement, ….) will not help yourself, changing yourself instead will make the difference. Hyper-sensitvity, upside-down feelings, violence, lack of concentration are all symptoms of being angry. Its just not just is it? Wade
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Now, after my third yoga class, I’m ready to quit! Since this has been the only change in my life in the last few weeks, it’s the only thing to which I can contribute this horrible, upside-down feeling. I’ve become hyper-sensitive. I’m quick to anger at the slightest provocation. I even became downright violent when I ruined a shirt in the laundry! I can’t concentrate at work. Several times I’ve realized I had been sitting at my desk, blankly staring. This is all totally against my pre-yoga self. So much for a gentle, stretching exercise. After talking to some classmates, I wonder why they have continued. Relationship break-ups soon after starting yoga, job abandonment, questioning everything they are. I can’t tolerate such upheaval. All at once anyway. Is this typical?
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