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"Traveller" <the.travel…@here.com
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I am 3 years old living in London, England. When I say 3, that is quite old for a horse.
are you full of horse shit? kind of a loaded question. m.
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How strange I had the same thing! I have lived through 2 nuclear wars, one in ‘98 and one last year. Strangely, in ‘94 I could remember a nuclear war in ‘74 when I was 2. I was very scared of radiation then. My parents brought me cigarrettes in hospital and I would put them under my jacket to see if they were glowing or not.
These kind of experiences are not fun are they? I mean to really seriously live through a nuclear war, which is real to us. In mine, the world ended at Hiroshima – the whole world was destroyed and everything was a delusion. I was in effect totally alone in a hologram of Planet Earth and the only people that survived were a few Politicians in a bunker who were filming me to see when it was safe to come out. The Borg say that these kind of experiences, the fear, the desolation, the loneliness, deepen our psyche and character – and our friendships and relationships are far more deep and meaningful and that we can experience love, friendship and appreciation on a far more intense level. In real life, I don’t think there is anything that equates with the kind of fear and experiences we go through.
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i’m joe. i’m 49 years old. i live in nashville. i have the skitz and i have to get my apartment ready for inspection on wednesday. it’s tough getting started on my housework. i’m taking a 20 minute break right now and i thought i’d drop you a line. i’m going to post here more often. i hope you like me. cause i need to assosiate with other skitz people. you seem like fun people to me. do you ever have days when you just can’t get started? News:alt.discuss.clubs.public.other.jjlitz
Hi Joe I’m Kelsey and I live in England. <waves
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Yes Joe, I have trouble getting the day started. Sometimes I think its a problem with getting my life started. I’m 58 and I live in New Jersey on the banks of the glorious Delaware River. I guess you’ve lurked so you have the idea. Damo
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Hi Joe I’m a girl penguin and I live somewhere out west. I have problems getting started all the time. I think it’s the medication but I can’t function without it so I just have to live with it. nice to meet you penguin
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hey. I’m a 27 yr old male schizer & live in NZ, pleased to meet ya!
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I am Jonathan. 43 year-old south korean(south-west korean). I am jobless,wifeless,childless. I am bored most of the time so I read the bible which is a book of word game and number game. I sometimes get signals from god. If he says anything about you, I will let you know. "Joe Litzinger" <jjl…@webtv.net
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i’m joe. i’m 49 years old. i live in nashville. i have the skitz and i have to get my apartment ready for inspection on wednesday. it’s tough getting started on my housework. i’m taking a 20 minute break right now and i thought i’d drop you a line. i’m going to post here more often. i hope you like me. cause i need to assosiate with other skitz people. you seem like fun people to me. do you ever have days when you just can’t get started? News:alt.discuss.clubs.public.other.jjlitz
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i’m joe. i’m 49 years old. i live in nashville. i have the skitz and i have to get my apartment ready for inspection on wednesday. it’s tough getting started on my housework. i’m taking a 20 minute break right now and i thought i’d drop you a line. i’m going to post here more often. i hope you like me. cause i need to assosiate with other skitz people. you seem like fun people to me. do you ever have days when you just can’t get started?
Nope. I am regimented and controlled and have my chores well under control. Place is always tidy. Dishes always done. Rubbish always emptied. Post opened and dealt with. Other chores, the washing, vacuuming, general cleaning – as and when required. My only problem is DUSTING. WHERE does it come from? Where DOES it come from? I once had a delusion that the atomic bomb had actually destroyed the whole planet and I was the only survivor, and that dust was in fact atomic dust. (That was the only explanation I could think of as to where it came from). The world I lived in was an illusion created by the joint intelligence of Russia and America to test whether survival was possible and everyone had been killed except a few politicians who were in bunkers watching me on hidden cameras. I am 3 years old living in London, England. When I say 3, that is quite old for a horse.
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> news:543-42ADB144-90@storefull-3313.bay.webtv.net… >> i’m joe. i’m 49 years old. i live in nashville. i have the skitz and i >> have to get my apartment ready for inspection on wednesday. it’s tough >> getting started on my housework. i’m taking a 20 minute break right now >> and i thought i’d drop you a line. i’m going to post here more often. i >> hope you like me. cause i need to assosiate with other skitz people. you >> seem like fun people to me. do you ever have days when you just can’t >> get started? > Nope. I am regimented and controlled and have my chores well under > control. > Place is always tidy. Dishes always done. Rubbish always emptied. Post > opened and dealt with. > Other chores, the washing, vacuuming, general cleaning – as and when > required. > My only problem is DUSTING. > WHERE does it come from? > Where DOES it come from? > I once had a delusion that the atomic bomb had actually destroyed the > whole planet and I was the only survivor, and that dust was in fact atomic > dust. (That was the only explanation I could think of as to where it came > from). The world I lived in was an illusion created by the joint > intelligence of Russia and America to test whether survival was possible > and everyone had been killed except a few politicians who were in bunkers > watching me on hidden cameras. > I am 3 years old living in London, England. > When I say 3, that is quite old for a horse.
How strange I had the same thing! I have lived through 2 nuclear wars, one in ‘98 and one last year. Strangely, in ‘94 I could remember a nuclear war in ‘74 when I was 2. I was very scared of radiation then. My parents brought me cigarrettes in hospital and I would put them under my jacket to see if they were glowing or not. — kez
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i’m joe. i’m 49 years old. i live in nashville. i have the skitz and i have to get my apartment ready for inspection on wednesday. it’s tough getting started on my housework. i’m taking a 20 minute break right now and i thought i’d drop you a line. i’m going to post here more often. i hope you like me. cause i need to assosiate with other skitz people. you seem like fun people to me. do you ever have days when you just can’t get started? News:alt.discuss.clubs.public.other.jjlitz
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Hi Evenstar, Welcome to the group. Hope you get your dx straightened out. Frank. Evenstar H. <evenst…@webtv.net
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hi , i ususally just read when i am in here my pdoc say it is possible that i may have schizo-affective disorder….. this is my fourth visit with my pdoc and i go to therapist they are in injuction with each other all part of the community behavoiral health services/center i been goint to the therapist a while about 2 months or less before i finally saw my pdoc for first time — i had friends at the manic depression ngs tellin me for m onths to go to pdoc go get help and all — i was hardhead and scared — anyway …. here i am….. the doc said that i don’t quite fit in the bipolar crition or fit in the schizophrenia crition –i mean i got some symthoms from each disorder….. im on 750 mg depakote and 1mg risperdal (taken at night) i didn’t see any good risperdal does for me except to knock me out at night but i ran out last wednesday (i didn’t know that one can get more meds without waiting for next appt.) and on small part of friday and saturday and big part of sunday i could see what it was like without risperdal , i could see what good they were!! sunday was wierd……. is there any good online site for me to read up on this thing — that is if it is possilbe that i have this schizo affective — i did some reading on schizophrenia — i didn’t realized how familar the load of sympthems were — it surprised me — i was all set for dx of bipolar, or ADD, or depression with anxiety or any of those things….but this dx was a surprise …. anyway , nice to meet y’all — atho y’all names are familar from me lurking a tad
~evenstar http://community.webtv.net/evenstarr/RedstarCafe RedStarr – Rollercoaster of my Mind Address:http://www.opendiary.com/entrylist.asp?authorcode=A130869
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Evenstar welcome to the group. girl
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The best place for information and to message other people about it is…. http://www.schizophrenia.com It’s a great place, with really friendly people and a nice atmosphere….try it… Catherine — "Courage in not being afraid, it’s being afraid and carrying on….." http://www.geocities.com/cazie – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -"Evenstar H." wrote:
hi , i ususally just read when i am in here my pdoc say it is possible that i may have schizo-affective disorder….. this is my fourth visit with my pdoc and i go to therapist they are in injuction with each other all part of the community behavoiral health services/center i been goint to the therapist a while about 2 months or less before i finally saw my pdoc for first time — i had friends at the manic depression ngs tellin me for m onths to go to pdoc go get help and all — i was hardhead and scared — anyway …. here i am….. the doc said that i don’t quite fit in the bipolar crition or fit in the schizophrenia crition –i mean i got some symthoms from each disorder….. im on 750 mg depakote and 1mg risperdal (taken at night) i didn’t see any good risperdal does for me except to knock me out at night but i ran out last wednesday (i didn’t know that one can get more meds without waiting for next appt.) and on small part of friday and saturday and big part of sunday i could see what it was like without risperdal , i could see what good they were!! sunday was wierd……. is there any good online site for me to read up on this thing — that is if it is possilbe that i have this schizo affective — i did some reading on schizophrenia — i didn’t realized how familar the load of sympthems were — it surprised me — i was all set for dx of bipolar, or ADD, or depression with anxiety or any of those things….but this dx was a surprise …. anyway , nice to meet y’all — atho y’all names are familar from me lurking a tad
~evenstar
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i seen what good the risprdal was — see while i was vacuumin the floor , i heard music playing but there was no radio on or it wasn’t from the tv either….. and i started to have disorganized thinking — unable to think straight and on sunday mornin i was frozen to my bed briefly cause i thought my cieling fan was blades — very very sharp blades — scared me til i realized what it really was — and all day on sunday i was unable to think straight — and felt flat, nothing and at times anger burst thru…..(at family situation) everyonce awhile kept laying down then gettin up etc very weird sunday oh yeah i kept seein bugs in corner of my eyes and when i turn my head to see them directly they dissapper — and i can’t think of anything else ——- oh last month , i saw a woman gettin murdered , stabbed with a knife it was a vision like watchin a movie in my head it wasn’t like i see it happenin right there in my area — i thought oh no a woman gettin murdered right at that moment — and my purpose was to guide her to another stage of life
wierd eh?
— oh yeah , when does the spacyness and tireness from the risperdal goes away?? thanks evenstarr Sent via Deja.com http://www.deja.com/ Before you buy.
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hi , i ususally just read when i am in here my pdoc say it is possible that i may have schizo-affective disorder….. this is my fourth visit with my pdoc and i go to therapist they are in injuction with each other all part of the community behavoiral health services/center i been goint to the therapist a while about 2 months or less before i finally saw my pdoc for first time — i had friends at the manic depression ngs tellin me for m onths to go to pdoc go get help and all — i was hardhead and scared — anyway …. here i am….. the doc said that i don’t quite fit in the bipolar crition or fit in the schizophrenia crition –i mean i got some symthoms from each disorder….. im on 750 mg depakote and 1mg risperdal (taken at night) i didn’t see any good risperdal does for me except to knock me out at night but i ran out last wednesday (i didn’t know that one can get more meds without waiting for next appt.) and on small part of friday and saturday and big part of sunday i could see what it was like without risperdal , i could see what good they were!! sunday was wierd……. is there any good online site for me to read up on this thing — that is if it is possilbe that i have this schizo affective — i did some reading on schizophrenia — i didn’t realized how familar the load of sympthems were — it surprised me — i was all set for dx of bipolar, or ADD, or depression with anxiety or any of those things….but this dx was a surprise …. anyway , nice to meet y’all — atho y’all names are familar from me lurking a tad
~evenstar
When I’m not on my anti-psycho drugs, I halucinate and hear voices, that’s how I know I need it. I used to be on Depakote it was good. It didn’t do anything for the halucinations but I felt more stable, and so more calm about the whole thing. SP
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hi , i ususally just read when i am in here my pdoc say it is possible that i may have schizo-affective disorder….. this is my fourth visit with my pdoc and i go to therapist they are in injuction with each other all part of the community behavoiral health services/center i been goint to the therapist a while about 2 months or less before i finally saw my pdoc for first time — i had friends at the manic depression ngs tellin me for m onths to go to pdoc go get help and all — i was hardhead and scared — anyway …. here i am….. the doc said that i don’t quite fit in the bipolar crition or fit in the schizophrenia crition –i mean i got some symthoms from each disorder….. im on 750 mg depakote and 1mg risperdal (taken at night) i didn’t see any good risperdal does for me except to knock me out at night but i ran out last wednesday (i didn’t know that one can get more meds without waiting for next appt.) and on small part of friday and saturday and big part of sunday i could see what it was like without risperdal , i could see what good they were!! sunday was wierd……. is there any good online site for me to read up on this thing — that is if it is possilbe that i have this schizo affective — i did some reading on schizophrenia — i didn’t realized how familar the load of sympthems were — it surprised me — i was all set for dx of bipolar, or ADD, or depression with anxiety or any of those things….but this dx was a surprise …. anyway , nice to meet y’all — atho y’all names are familar from me lurking a tad
~evenstar http://community.webtv.net/evenstarr/RedstarCafe RedStarr – Rollercoaster of my Mind Address:http://www.opendiary.com/entrylist.asp?authorcode=A130869
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I just noticed that you people are very very interesting. I am currently being weind off Seroquel. It is a fantastic anti-psychotic drug. But without it I am lost. But its just my perception. I’m sorry but my doctor put me through tests and concluded that I was not schisophrenic (sorry about the spelling I spell like shit). The psychosis was inducted by my environ and *some* genetics. One thing I have noticed from talking to alot of crazy people such as myself, is that Christianity seems to be OPERATION MINDFUCK. I’m sorry but there’s just something about believeing in one *SENTIENT* god that doesn’t make sence to me. Zeus, maybe. Odin, maybe. Actually what do I know?! I’m just another crazy voice in this newsgroup that can be passed up. Because it’s something I came up with. So it’s crap! Right? — Take off the x at the end of my e-mail address to reply if there is an x!
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On Thu, 26 Oct 2000 11:32:17 -0700, "martin" <marti…@videotron.cax
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One thing I have noticed from talking to alot of crazy people such as myself, is that Christianity seems to be OPERATION MINDFUCK.
You haven’t been reading The Illumitatus Trillogy by any chance have you? Just asking ’cause of the OM reference, I read those books just prior to my psychosis, interesting trip.
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I just noticed that you people are very very interesting. I am currently being weind off Seroquel. It is a fantastic anti-psychotic drug. But without it I am lost. But its just my perception.
Hey, another fellow poster ? Seems quite so. Anyway, welcome! Are you a character from the film TRON ? We are looking for those. They are supposed to help us write the book "The practical cats guide to the milky way" It will help humans (normaloes and schizos) to establish their reign in the nearer parts of the universe. Contribution is voluntary. However, spent time will surely not be refunded. — M. Christophe blessed am I to dwell in this beautiful temple. (Rainbows) Nobody suicide any more ! (memorial of the unnamed regular) We are all God, but most of us have forgotten who "they" are. (SP)
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please give me more info. — Take off the x at the end of my e-mail address to reply if there is an x! "Dr. Cow, the clerk (ret.)" <chri…@t-online.de
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martin wrote: I just noticed that you people are very very interesting. I am currently being weind off Seroquel. It is a fantastic anti-psychotic drug. But
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it I am lost. But its just my perception. Hey, another fellow poster ? Seems quite so. Anyway, welcome! Are you a character from the film TRON ? We are looking for those. They are supposed to help us write the book "The practical cats guide to the milky way" It will help humans (normaloes and schizos) to establish their reign in the nearer parts of the universe. Contribution is voluntary. However, spent time will surely not be refunded. — M. Christophe blessed am I to dwell in this beautiful temple. (Rainbows) Nobody suicide any more ! (memorial of the unnamed regular) We are all God, but most of us have forgotten who "they" are. (SP)
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yes michelle–its paragraph me bright blessings, diane
you too sweetie pie nice to see you again i suffered from catatonia for quite some time it is possible to get over
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Hi damo. I find some people take it personally when you tune them out. On the other hand, I know people who love to monologue about themselves and don’t really expect or even want a response, so with them it’s easy to go off into la-la land and not cause trouble. Flato – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -damod…@webtv.net wrote:
I’m certainly not in Diane’s league concerning cataonia. I know her from before……. She’s a real catatonic. Thats a rare bird. Please excuse me ,Diane, for talking of you in the third person, But I say, Flato, "Excuse me, I was in a dream, what were you saying?’ Never had a bad response using that phrase. Not yet. Even flatbrainers will accept "I was in a dream there for a minute, what were you saying?" Edgar Allen Poe wrote a novel about a family cursed with catatonia. Heart rate, respiration all fall below observable limits etc….they were actually buried alive and the insides of their coffins showed their struggles as they awoke after internment. Diane, Hi Diane, yours is not that extreme I know. Damo http://community.webtv.net/damodara/MystoryasIseeit
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Diane Marie wrote:
yes i do consider myself lucky not to suffer much from paranoia. i do have to cope with paranoia though because my husband has paranoid schizophrenia. i have a lot of sympathy for what he goes through. and he does with me. we are lucky that way. still paranoia can be quite horrible. my delusions are mostly the bizzare kind and i don’t have them much with meds. mostly i am troubled with hallucinations–auditory are the worst, olfactory the easiest but still quite annoying. bright blessings, diane
I hallucinate smells from time to time too. The only troublesome one is smoke, because it makes me think there’s a fire, and I end up running all over my apartment trying to find what’s burning. My mother has reported hallucinating the smell of smoke as well, so it seems to be hereditary. The cure for paranoia, I find, is making yourself small. "What makes me so important that people would go through all that trouble to screw me up?" I usually find that nothing does. Flato
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I hallucinate smells from time to time too. The only troublesome one is smoke, because it makes me think there’s a fire, and I end up running all over my apartment trying to find what’s burning. My mother has reported hallucinating the smell of smoke as well, so it seems to be hereditary. Flato, that smoke thing is real common. I guess you are aware of that. Most of my "smoke" is columns about three or four feet tall and are often in my perifeal vision. No not "often" often just once a while, weeks, months apart, days apart. no rthyme or reason to their presence. Ghosts, I’ve suspected they are actual entities. Dam http://community.webtv.net/damodara/MystoryasIseeit
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Hi damo. I never hallucinate seeing smoke. I meant the smell of smoke. It could be that what you’re seeing is ethereal matter as well. Flato – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -damod…@webtv.net wrote:
I hallucinate smells from time to time too. The only troublesome one is smoke, because it makes me think there’s a fire, and I end up running all over my apartment trying to find what’s burning. My mother has reported hallucinating the smell of smoke as well, so it seems to be hereditary. Flato, that smoke thing is real common. I guess you are aware of that. Most of my "smoke" is columns about three or four feet tall and are often in my perifeal vision. No not "often" often just once a while, weeks, months apart, days apart. no rthyme or reason to their presence. Ghosts, I’ve suspected they are actual entities. Dam http://community.webtv.net/damodara/MystoryasIseeit
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Flato, Smell? Olfactory heh… I’ve read a sufficent number of others who had posted here, and in live conversations, so that I can safely say these smoke piles are common. Common enough. Just like the TV talking at you and etceras. Although a little less common…really…. Damo http://community.webtv.net/damodara/MystoryasIseeit
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thanks michelle, its good to see you too. i’ve pretty much gotten over the catatonic stuff except i still have a little bit of it. very slight. i don’t know if it will come back but i am living for today. bright blessings, diane From: H…@spitfire.com (HAWK) "Diane Marie" <sheelana…@webtv.net
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i was fluffy mcfluffpotato–i forgot about that. thanks for the welcome. bright blessings, diane From: n…@none.com (M) Were you "fluffy mcfluffpotato"? Welcome back. M.
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i’ve been reading the posts for a few days now and decided to say "hi" its hard to keep up because there are a lot of posts. anyway, my name is diane and i used to post here about 4 or 5 years ago. some of you may remember me. i have schizo-affective disorder. (at least that is one of my diagnosises) anyway, ‘hi" bright blessings, diane
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hi diane, hope you are doin well On Tue, 1 Jun 2004 18:37:29 -0400, sheelana…@webtv.net (Diane Marie) wrote: – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -
i’ve been reading the posts for a few days now and decided to say "hi" its hard to keep up because there are a lot of posts. anyway, my name is diane and i used to post here about 4 or 5 years ago. some of you may remember me. i have schizo-affective disorder. (at least that is one of my diagnosises) anyway, ‘hi" bright blessings, diane
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Hi. I have that too, sz-affective. But I’ve been fine for many years on meds. I can remember it as feeling very down and paranoid and couldn’t concentrate on school work. I would describe it as a trip into hell and back. How would you describe yours? Thanks for any response. "Diane Marie" <sheelana…@webtv.net
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i’ve been reading the posts for a few days now and decided to say "hi" its hard to keep up because there are a lot of posts. anyway, my name is diane and i used to post here about 4 or 5 years ago. some of you may remember me. i have schizo-affective disorder. (at least that is one of my diagnosises) anyway, ‘hi" bright blessings, diane
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i am doing very well thank you (except my stomach) bright blessings, diane From: deejay@sdfDOTlonestarDOTorg (…~deejay~…) hi diane, hope you are doin well
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hello just me, my case is a little unique because the schizo part of it is catatonic schizophrenia. also i have both the ups and downs in the affective part (both mania and depression) its almost like i have two separate illnesses. right now i am on the depressed side and could use a little mania (my home needs a good cleaning–mania is always good for that) i do pretty well on antipsychotics (i am on abilfy) but the affective part of my illness has been really difficult to treat. i have very little control over my emotions–but i am still doing better than i was years ago. i guess i would describe it as hell and back and hell again and back again etc. bright blessings, diane From: thecli…@hotmail.com (Just