Posts belonging to Category 'Yoga Master'

OVERCOMING FEAR

Question:

Fear is an emotion and a survival instinct that belongs to the animal body. It serves the purpose of allowing us to stick around as a species/homosapiens. All those that failed to heed its warning down at the water hole when we were walking around with clubs in our hands when a big toothed cat showed up in the reflection of the water – are no longer with us. Civilized man builds up stress in the body because the glandular secretions that result in bodily activities that better able survival are never burnt off by say – running. One terrible result of this shows up as the hippocampus bathed in cortisol – destroying it over time and showing up as dementia or alzheimers. Both exercise and hatha yoga (and pranayama) burn off stress. Anyone that has successful meditation knows that one of the striking results of such meditation is fearlessness that accompanies the happiness. I believe this helps counterbalance this somehow. The express activities that occur to relieve stress by means of hatha yoga and exercise probably should be looked at more closely by the medical community. I also believe that crying should be studied because it is probably natures way of relieving stress. A mystic should view fear – the question has to arise what sort of attachment sparked the emotion and dealing with that is an issue for them. There are several explicit mental and physical techniques I am aware of for controlling fear – very effectively. Mike Dubbeld   OVERCOMING FEAR   One of the most common questions people ask me is how to deal with fear. It gnaws at them and transforms healthy life affirming go-getters into frightened individuals trembling before their inner Frankensteins. I tell them: "fear is not an unhealthy thing." It’s what we do with fear that destroys us. Fear is nothing more than a cosmic bell warning us we have entered uncharted ground. If we listen to the bell, we become more conscious of how to act in the world. But, instead, we let our minds and emotions get involved and fear grows into a primordial creature dwarfing reality. We create a monster that makes us quake in our own shoes.   We are our own worst terrorists. We’re concerned about the future, but the future is simply today becoming tomorrow. It doesn’t exist. If we live happy lives today, if we feel gratitude for the moment and let our hearts fill with deep inner joy.that’s what we bring to the future. The mind’s fabrication of future events is not going to make us happy in the future. It exhausts our energy and keeps us from living in the present. We’re blinded by the future’s promise of kingdom come. If we’re happy in the present, there will be nothing to fear in the future. We can listen to the cosmic bell and deepen our consciousness of life’s continuous lesson of love, joy and inner well being.   *  *  *  *  *   WHO AM I?   A Monthly Online Newsletter   www.stuartperrin.com   Subscriptions and submissions   are always welcome at:   www.stuartperrin.com/whoami.asp      

Response:

one of the most common fear is fear of death but since there is no death – just the transition from use and awareness IN physical to the living and awareness in a NON-physical body. fear can only exist in the total absence of REAL and true FAITH IN and LOVE for GOD dissolve your fear in the fire of love !!! how ? pls see the chapter about rejection and fear and how to dissolve http://www.kriyayoga.com/english/on_your_wings/rejection.htm bless you all hans

Response:

Paramhansa Yogananda’s sorrow brought about by his guru Swami Sri Yukteswar’s passing: "Never again may you see him in the old Serampore mansion," MY HEART LAMENTED. "No longer may you bring your friends to meet him, or proudly say: ‘Behold, there sits India’s Jnanavatar!’" Mr. Wright made arrangements for our party to sail from Bombay for the West in early June. After a fortnight in May of farewell banquets and speeches at Calcutta, Miss Bletch, Mr. Wright and myself left in the Ford for Bombay. On our arrival, the ship authorities asked us to cancel our passage, as no room could be found for the Ford, which we would need again in Europe. "Never mind," I said gloomily to Mr. Wright. "I want to return once more to Puri." I silently added, "LET MY TEARS ONCE AGAIN WATER THE GRAVE OF MY GURU." — from chapter 42 of Autobiography of a Yogi Hans Neukomm the false Kriya Yoga guru said: "any truly loving person should be happy for any and every one who finally has lost his physical imprisonment and returns home. only extreme ego can be sorry if a soul returns into freedom, bliss and love in god." Question: Is Hans Neukomm the false Kriya Yoga guru more spiritually advanced than Yogananda? Jesus’ sorrow brought about by his intimate friend Lazarus’ passing: "Then when Mary was come where Jesus was, and saw him, she fell down at his feet, saying unto him, Lord, if thou hadst been here, my brother had not died.  When Jesus therefore saw her weeping, and the Jews also weeping which came with her, he groaned in the spirit, and was troubled. And said, Where have ye laid him? They said unto him, Lord, come and see. JESUS WEPT." — John 11:32-35 Hans Neukomm the false Kriya Yoga guru said: "any truly loving person should be happy for any and every one who finally has lost his physical imprisonment and returns home. only extreme ego can be sorry if a soul returns into freedom, bliss and love in god." Question: Is Hans Neukomm the false Kriya Yoga guru more spiritually advanced than Jesus Christ? The Proof of the Pudding: WE MUST THEREFORE CALL UPON THE ATTENTION OF ALL WHOSE NATURE AND PASSION IS TO MURDER TO HUNT MR. HANS NEUKOMM’S WIFE AND DAUGHTERS AND TO MASSACRE THEM SO THAT MR. NEUKOMM CAN BE TRULY HAPPY. Who is Hans Neukomm? Hans Neukomm, a neurotic German guy now residing in the Philippines, claims to be a direct disciple of Lahiri Mahasaya who died in 1895, a Kriya Yoga Master whom Hans never met, never knew and never knew him. THE DIVINE TEACHINGS OF "GOD-REALIZED MASTER" HANS NEUKOMM What is Hans really teaching? Below is an exerpt of what this man really teaches, taken from his official website http://www.kriyayoga.com/english/on_your_wings/oralsex.htm you want to "test" your partners love ? here the final point of this chapter: true love between husband and wife – between one man and one woman who decided to LIVE and share all life together means that BOTH can BOW to the very deepest inside of the partner ! it also means that BOTH can fully accept the true love in its original polarity of opposite sex and fully ABSORB such love within. hence true love requires both being fully open to GIVE all and to fully accept ALL from the partner. this full acceptance in LOVE is proven by bowing to the true eternal being within your partner you fully respect and love in his present manifestation as a sexual being of OPPOSITE sex / opposite polarity !      * a man bows to the "WOMEN" inside his wives / partners by being able to kiss her pussy (vagina) with such great devotion and love that she can easily have an orgasm. this proofs full acceptance of HER being "different" from male – her being truly female – hence of OPPOSITE nature than the man himself. while the women in such love practice is required to truly be in peace with herself being a female being and by being fully relaxed to completely OPEN and accept her husband bowing to her in such a truly spiritual way. if the woman fails to fully open for her partner – then she may fail to experience an orgasm as a result of herself failing to ACCEPT his true divine love ! every true female woman loves that and enjoys it again and again – and EVERY spiritual woman NEEDS this proof of true love again and again for her spiritual healing and of course for a happy fulfilling partnership !! the female sexual organs are of receiving nature – specially the uterus has a powerful large chakra to absorb metaphysical energy GIVEN by the man during sex including oral sex. it is this male energy flowing INTO the spiritual being of a woman that finally causes the orgasm of a woman in ALL sexual practices between men and women. the woman NEEDS to truly LOVE that man to fully OPEN for his love and that man needs to have TRUE spiritual love in order to be able to GIVE such love that creates an orgasm within the woman. an orgasm is a temporary union of two astral bodies – and for more advanced spiritual couples of two causal bodies.      * no matter what the reason and purpose of a marriage is or was – one day every woman is starving for that ultimate proof of love. even if in some cultures or religions such proof or sexual practice has been completely suppressed – one day – now or in a later incarnation that woman may search for something missing … and finally find it and escape any present marriage or partnership that existed for any reason of abuse what so ever. true love needs to be proven ! again and again and for eternity !! the thirst for true love and a possible missing proof of such true love in a given partnership always is stronger than and material benefits present and causes both partners to be attracted toward the final and eternal love partner – sooner or later.      * a woman bows to the "MAN" inside her husband / partner by giving him a "blow job" – by sucking his penis and FULLY absorbing all energy metaphysical and physical ( semen = physical love ) flowing out of her partner’s penis. this requires HER to be fully open to accept his love and ABSORB love within HER female being – she either can absorb all or NONE – never metaphysical love only and rejecting physical love ! this oral sex however also requires the man being fully relaxed and ready to GIVE ALL to his wife – it also requires that HE feels the his love is WELCOME by his wife / partner. he needs to FEEL that his love is "good enough" for his wife and that she loves it. of course such can only be done by a woman who is in peace with her sexual woman inside as well as that man needs to be in peace with his sexual role as a man !      * every man who may presently feel and BE abused as a source of financial support or as a jump board for a females career may sooner or later miss this ultimate proof of being loved as a simple man. just remember the very recent story in the late 90-ies of the previous millennium of a young woman and a president of a large American country – that man was abused by his married wife as a jump board for her future career and at the same time this man as a president was missing simple true love from a female being. no career, no position, no money ever can replace true love in all its divine aspects for any extended period. the thirst and hunger for true love bursts one day all limits and finds a suitable source for fulfillment. that young woman who gave that president the proof of true love was his true eternal partner. karma has separated them and the search for love by each soul still has kept them physically close enough to find each other – at least until the weird and very ill sexual mentality of that country destroyed ( or postponed ) a possible happy-end! – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – one of the most common fear is fear of death but since there is no death – just the transition from use and awareness IN physical to the living and awareness in a NON-physical body. fear can only exist in the total absence of REAL and true FAITH IN and LOVE for GOD dissolve your fear in the fire of love !!! how ? pls see the chapter about rejection and fear and how to dissolve http://www.kriyayoga.com/english/on_your_wings/rejection.htm bless you all hans

Response:

OVERCOMING FEAR One of the most common questions people ask me is how to deal with fear. It gnaws at them and transforms healthy life affirming go-getters into frightened individuals trembling before their inner Frankensteins. I tell them: "fear is not an unhealthy thing." It’s what we do with fear that destroys us. Fear is nothing more than a cosmic bell warning us we have entered uncharted ground. If we listen to the bell, we become more conscious of how to act in the world. But, instead, we let our minds and emotions get involved and fear grows into a primordial creature dwarfing reality. We create a monster that makes us quake in our own shoes. We are our own worst terrorists. We’re concerned about the future, but the future is simply today becoming tomorrow. It doesn’t exist. If we live happy lives today, if we feel gratitude for the moment and let our hearts fill with deep inner joy.that’s what we bring to the future. The mind’s fabrication of future events is not going to make us happy in the future. It exhausts our energy and keeps us from living in the present. We’re blinded by the future’s promise of kingdom come. If we’re happy in the present, there will be nothing to fear in the future. We can listen to the cosmic bell and deepen our consciousness of life’s continuous lesson of love, joy and inner well being. *  *  *  *  * WHO AM I? A Monthly Online Newsletter www.stuartperrin.com Subscriptions and submissions are always welcome at: www.stuartperrin.com/whoami.asp      

Response:

Hi.

Question:

Might as well go out the way I came in. So, how does this work, anyway?   I was pretty twisted up – didn’t know which way to turn.  Head was on upside down, desperate to find some freakin’ sense in the world, some small bit of stability I could grab hold of.   Six months ago, I had a really, really bad day.  Since then I’ve discoverd that going without any real sleep for a long, long time, can mess you up pretty badly.  I was having really horrible nightmares, every single night. EVERY single night.  Until, well, 3 nights ago.  And, believe me – I was losing what fragile claim I may have ever had on sanity.  I finally went to a doctor, a plain old ordinary medical doctor, and I believe he may have saved my life.   I know I have had some pretty lousy experiences growing up, but hey – who hasn’t.  There is probably a whole closet full of unresolved issues lurking in my mental closet.  But, I have always plodded through it, always found some small bit of grit and grisle to cling to, and weathered the storm. Until it started blowing me away, like a very flimsy kite.   I really thought I was done for this time.  Mind unravelling like a tattered old rug.  Did not recognize myself, in the mirror or in the eyes of my traumatized family.  In short, I was a major asshole all around. Favorite game of late, was putting a loaded pistol to my head and daring myself to chamber a round … Click off the safety… Squeeze the trigger ever so slightly, then just a little more, just another millimeter…   Folks, I have been 3 days on simple, boring, quasi-narcotic sleeping pills (5mg Ambien, pretty boring stuff.)  For the FIRST time in 6 months, I have slept over 6 hours straight – all at once.  Without nightmares.  Pure unadulterated coma.  And, I would never have believed what an incredible difference it would make, if I were not here feeling it now.   I know this probably has nothing to do with any of your symptoms or difficulties, and I feel like such a debutante even mentioning it here.  I wish I could tell you something that would make you feel as happy as I now do.  I just know that I am feeling 2-million-percent better, and it’s just my third day of sanity.   I think I will go ahead and retire this alias.  It has served its purpose, and I have found much wisdom and strength and support here while trying to get through these (pathetic and childish) hard times.  I may lurk here in the future, as I have discovered in my wanderings that there are some incredibly intelligent, beautiful, and caring people in here.  Damn, you make me ashamed, so many of you are so strong and so wise, and dealing with so much more than I can even glimpse.   Thank you so much for listening.  I’ll be around, maybe not so desperately, but around nonetheless.  Special thanks to Seeker for trying to find a comfortable #couch in Zuh: check out #DeCafe for a slightly more reliable place to jaw.  I usually fly by the alias "CoffeeDad," but even if I’m not around, a lot of very cool people usually are.   Hey, peace, people.  Be well, and find comfort and happiness as best you can.  I am, and will continue to.  - poisoned mind, aka CoffeeDad –

Response:

 ((((((((((((((((((poisoned mind)))))))))))))))))) Please take care :) — Lynda "How simple it is to see that all the worry in the world cannot control the future. How simple it is to see that we can only be happy now. And that there will never be a time when it is not now." –Gerald Jampolsky

Response:

{{{{{{{poismind}}}}}}} Wow thanks for the wonderful news – it was a beautiful read. I’m so happy for you! :) Hope to see you around. Take care my friend :) Loads of sparkles and hugs, TK

– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – Might as well go out the way I came in. So, how does this work, anyway?   I was pretty twisted up – didn’t know which way to turn.  Head was on upside down, desperate to find some freakin’ sense in the world, some small bit of stability I could grab hold of.   Six months ago, I had a really, really bad day.  Since then I’ve discoverd that going without any real sleep for a long, long time, can mess you up pretty badly.  I was having really horrible nightmares, every single night. EVERY single night.  Until, well, 3 nights ago.  And, believe me – I was losing what fragile claim I may have ever had on sanity.  I finally went to a doctor, a plain old ordinary medical doctor, and I believe he may have saved my life.   I know I have had some pretty lousy experiences growing up, but hey – who hasn’t.  There is probably a whole closet full of unresolved issues lurking in my mental closet.  But, I have always plodded through it, always found some small bit of grit and grisle to cling to, and weathered the storm. Until it started blowing me away, like a very flimsy kite.   I really thought I was done for this time.  Mind unravelling like a tattered old rug.  Did not recognize myself, in the mirror or in the eyes of my traumatized family.  In short, I was a major asshole all around. Favorite game of late, was putting a loaded pistol to my head and daring myself to chamber a round … Click off the safety… Squeeze the trigger ever so slightly, then just a little more, just another millimeter…   Folks, I have been 3 days on simple, boring, quasi-narcotic sleeping pills (5mg Ambien, pretty boring stuff.)  For the FIRST time in 6 months, I have slept over 6 hours straight – all at once.  Without nightmares.  Pure unadulterated coma.  And, I would never have believed what an incredible difference it would make, if I were not here feeling it now.   I know this probably has nothing to do with any of your symptoms or difficulties, and I feel like such a debutante even mentioning it here.  I wish I could tell you something that would make you feel as happy as I now do.  I just know that I am feeling 2-million-percent better, and it’s just my third day of sanity.   I think I will go ahead and retire this alias.  It has served its purpose, and I have found much wisdom and strength and support here while trying to get through these (pathetic and childish) hard times.  I may lurk here in the future, as I have discovered in my wanderings that there are some incredibly intelligent, beautiful, and caring people in here.  Damn, you make me ashamed, so many of you are so strong and so wise, and dealing with so much more than I can even glimpse.   Thank you so much for listening.  I’ll be around, maybe not so desperately, but around nonetheless.  Special thanks to Seeker for trying to find a comfortable #couch in Zuh: check out #DeCafe for a slightly more reliable place to jaw.  I usually fly by the alias "CoffeeDad," but even if I’m not around, a lot of very cool people usually are.   Hey, peace, people.  Be well, and find comfort and happiness as best you can.  I am, and will continue to.  - poisoned mind, aka CoffeeDad –

Response:

Coffee Dad, Hugs to you….((((((((((((((((  )))))))))))))))) keep the faith rik — Padded room with a view                                    RWC3

Response:

Sorry for what ur going thru baby. Sorry bout ur broken vows. Sorry for ur broken heart too. But u know. U sure are a good writer. ;-) ) It’s fucked out there and it’s mad in here. Like just where did they put the peace and quiet. But sweetie here’s a safe spot but it comes and goes. I tell u these are trying times even for a yoga master. So u just be what ur gonna be. Everything is aok with me. -Seeking – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text –  So, how does this work?  I come here and try to find people that can relate, right?  Touching disney moments, people realizing what a wonderful fucking world we all live in and how beautiful we can be to one another if we just get along and take our meds.  I tried scanning for old posts that would suddenly enlighten me and make it all better.  Let’s just call that attempt "strike 4."  Sorry, seems that my latest quirks seem to include sudden fits of irrational rage.  Not like a normal person would get mad, oh no that would be too easy.  Someone cuts me off in traffic, I’l probably yell and cuss like anyone – but no more.  It’s the sudden, near-incontrollable, blinding-rage urge to smash a television set through the window because the same god-damned McDonald’s commercial came on twice in five minutes – that’s bothering me.  Oh, and making BIG points with my wife and family, let me tell you.  Post traumatic stress, the quack diagnosis my older sister relies on for her good meds?  I’ve had a bit of "traumatic stress," but I’ve always plodded through it.   Abusive father figures?  I decided early on that I would NOT do as I was taught, and (among other things) vowed never to raise a hand against a female – fuck the "abuse cycle."  I wept for days when I broke that vow – while forcibly disarming a hysterical sister who was brandishing a large knife (she suffered a small injury when an earring snagged against the rug, as I wrestled the knife away from her.)  All was good and stable until 9/11.  I was across the street – about jumped out of my skin when the first "boom!" happened.  Had a pretty shitty day, crazy scramble, wondering if the towers would land on my head, long walk across the Brooklyn Bridge, and a lot of concrete dust inhalation – but again, I got through it.  At the end of this grand adventure, I even got my family moved the fuck away from that God-forsaken shithole.  So, here’s the rub: all safe and away, all happy and healthy.  And, all fucked in the head.  Like I said, I sometimes get rediculously angry for no reason.  Or, sometimes, I might see a kid crying, and I want to cry to.  Or I just want to grab my pistol and paint the walls with my brains.  This is NOT me, this is NOT who I have ever been.  What the fuck is happening to me?!?  I can’t take being like this, and I’m afraid for my family – I have already hurt them, emotionally, in ways I would never have thought I was capable of.  Damn, this is a lame post.

Response:

 Damn, this is a lame post.

I don’t think so.  I think its one of the best posts I’ve read in ages. Guess what?  I don’t have any answers for you.  Not a single one. On the other hand, I think you have what it takes to find your way out of the maze, or at least discover balance at its center. I wish you well. Peace Bruce

Response:

NYC eh?, Maybe you need a few years away from that environment to accustom yourself to something a little less megalopolis! The Titanic has sunk and you did the right thing by getting off the ship before you were eligible for a lobotomy. I lived in LA during the multi-day riots of 1992, and I heard press reports about how inflamed the people got afterwards for years on end who had stayed. The ones who moved said that "They didn’t want to live on the cutting edge of the fall of Western Civilization anymore".     There was a mass exodus from California that year, and people who said they would never-ever go back to their home states wound up going back out of necessity. LA had such overwhelming social problems that were beyond compare anywhere else. Why do you think Montel Williams moved his TV show to NYC after the riots? LA was gettin’ kind of hectic!!      I found for years afterward that I was still plugged into the natural sequence of disasters occurring out there, and no Bible would come up with all this, that is for damn sure!! Even though I was a thousand miles away, LA burned in my subconscious everytime they were mentioned in the news.  Jay Leno even joked that by 2010, we’ll all have HDTV and DVD Recorders so we can catch the next riot on better technology. I’m still waiting for the 100 hour DVD release from the time the verdict was read. Local TV coverage was awesome, but I only had a B&W TV and no VCR while I was packing to get out of there before the path to the post office and the airport became a sure mortal threat.      Look, it is anarchy out there and it will take years to unwind a large percentage of this Post Traumatic Stress Disorder from your functioning psyche. Ground Zero people are scarred for life: those you meet far away from Ground Zero may have their own pent up rage and say that NYC or LA deserved what it had coming to it. Even Congress is like that, they can’t seem to get past promising help to actually deliver it the way they said they would. I see more Exodus coming when budgets of all sizes fail.

– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text –   So, how does this work?  I come here and try to find people that can relate, right?  Touching disney moments, people realizing what a wonderful fucking world we all live in and how beautiful we can be to one another if we just get along and take our meds.  I tried scanning for old posts that would suddenly enlighten me and make it all better.  Let’s just call that attempt "strike 4."   Sorry, seems that my latest quirks seem to include sudden fits of irrational rage.  Not like a normal person would get mad, oh no that would be too easy.  Someone cuts me off in traffic, I’l probably yell and cuss like anyone – but no more.  It’s the sudden, near-incontrollable, blinding-rage urge to smash a television set through the window because the same god-damned McDonald’s commercial came on twice in five minutes – that’s bothering me.  Oh, and making BIG points with my wife and family, let me tell you.   Post traumatic stress, the quack diagnosis my older sister relies on for her good meds?  I’ve had a bit of "traumatic stress," but I’ve always plodded through it.   Abusive father figures?  I decided early on that I would NOT do as I was taught, and (among other things) vowed never to raise a hand against a female – fuck the "abuse cycle."  I wept for days when I broke that vow – while forcibly disarming a hysterical sister who was brandishing a large knife (she suffered a small injury when an earring snagged against the rug, as I wrestled the knife away from her.)   All was good and stable until 9/11.  I was across the street – about jumped out of my skin when the first "boom!" happened.  Had a pretty shitty day, crazy scramble, wondering if the towers would land on my head, long walk across the Brooklyn Bridge, and a lot of concrete dust inhalation – but again, I got through it.  At the end of this grand adventure, I even got my family moved the fuck away from that God-forsaken shithole.   So, here’s the rub: all safe and away, all happy and healthy.  And, all fucked in the head.  Like I said, I sometimes get rediculously angry for no reason.  Or, sometimes, I might see a kid crying, and I want to cry to. Or I just want to grab my pistol and paint the walls with my brains.  This is NOT me, this is NOT who I have ever been.  What the fuck is happening to me?!?  I can’t take being like this, and I’m afraid for my family – I have already hurt them, emotionally, in ways I would never have thought I was capable of.   Damn, this is a lame post.

Response:

  So, how does this work?  I come here and try to find people that can relate, right?  Touching disney moments, people realizing what a wonderful fucking world we all live in and how beautiful we can be to one another if we just get along and take our meds.  I tried scanning for old posts that would suddenly enlighten me and make it all better.  Let’s just call that attempt "strike 4."   Sorry, seems that my latest quirks seem to include sudden fits of irrational rage.  Not like a normal person would get mad, oh no that would be too easy.  Someone cuts me off in traffic, I’l probably yell and cuss like anyone – but no more.  It’s the sudden, near-incontrollable, blinding-rage urge to smash a television set through the window because the same god-damned McDonald’s commercial came on twice in five minutes – that’s bothering me.  Oh, and making BIG points with my wife and family, let me tell you.   Post traumatic stress, the quack diagnosis my older sister relies on for her good meds?  I’ve had a bit of "traumatic stress," but I’ve always plodded through it.   Abusive father figures?  I decided early on that I would NOT do as I was taught, and (among other things) vowed never to raise a hand against a female – fuck the "abuse cycle."  I wept for days when I broke that vow – while forcibly disarming a hysterical sister who was brandishing a large knife (she suffered a small injury when an earring snagged against the rug, as I wrestled the knife away from her.)   All was good and stable until 9/11.  I was across the street – about jumped out of my skin when the first "boom!" happened.  Had a pretty shitty day, crazy scramble, wondering if the towers would land on my head, long walk across the Brooklyn Bridge, and a lot of concrete dust inhalation – but again, I got through it.  At the end of this grand adventure, I even got my family moved the fuck away from that God-forsaken shithole.   So, here’s the rub: all safe and away, all happy and healthy.  And, all fucked in the head.  Like I said, I sometimes get rediculously angry for no reason.  Or, sometimes, I might see a kid crying, and I want to cry to.  Or I just want to grab my pistol and paint the walls with my brains.  This is NOT me, this is NOT who I have ever been.  What the fuck is happening to me?!?  I can’t take being like this, and I’m afraid for my family – I have already hurt them, emotionally, in ways I would never have thought I was capable of.   Damn, this is a lame post.

Response:

All children should learn to build their own point to point, all tube, gee-tar amp.  Help keep those little whipper snappers from heading down a road of depravity and sin.  Amp builders rarely curse or get violent, they just argue amongst themselves as to what the most happening circuit might be.  Please ; make your selves at home and plug in that soldering iron. Regards,   Michael     remove x’s to respond direct Crafts? Hi, I noticed that you posted a message on one of the craft newsgroups, and

I am interested in learning a new craft. I would like to know if you have any suggestions on crafts that

i can do with my children. – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -I appoligize if this message is a disturbance to you. Have a good day Rhonda

Response:

Make a trip to the local Radio Shack if available. Get a little electronics kit/ package/ experimenter’s board, and make lights blink and motors turn, and hook up batteries and things. Depending on the age of the kids, they’ll either love it or hate it. It’ll be just like Mr. Wizard or Bill Nye? the Science Guy, but at home. If they like it, build a radio from a kit, a crystal radio receiver works without batteries. It works just from the transmitted power from the AM radio station antenna, and that’s pretty dang cool!!   chris – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – All children should learn to build their own point to point, all tube, gee-tar amp.  Help keep those little whipper snappers from heading down a road of depravity and sin.  Amp builders rarely curse or get violent, they just argue amongst themselves as to what the most happening circuit might be.  Please ; make your selves at home and plug in that soldering iron. Regards,   Michael     remove x’s to respond direct Crafts? Hi, I noticed that you posted a message on one of the craft newsgroups, and I am interested in learning a new craft. I would like to know if you have any suggestions on crafts that i can do with my children. I appoligize if this message is a disturbance to you. Have a good day Rhonda

Response:

- Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – All children should learn to build their own point to point, all tube, gee-tar amp.  Help keep those little whipper snappers from heading down a road of depravity and sin.  Amp builders rarely curse or get violent, they just argue amongst themselves as to what the most happening circuit might be.  Please ; make your selves at home and plug in that soldering iron. Regards,   Michael     remove x’s to respond direct Crafts? Hi, I noticed that you posted a message on one of the craft newsgroups, and I am interested in learning a new craft. I would like to know if you have any suggestions on crafts that i can do with my children. I appoligize if this message is a disturbance to you. Have a good day Rhonda

and a fine craft that would be.. round here they recently introduced out local postal workers union to the art of amp building … lately the mail is on time and at the right house and gun related deaths in our community have dropped 70% … on the down side, mysteriously no one has recieved their subsciption to glass audio since this program started   any ideas pat

Response:

Isn’t glass audio the mag that prints the corrections to instructions twicve (twice)? One month incorrect, next month correct. Shock therapy was used to calm some children in the sixties. I think they can be found here. – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – All children should learn to build their own point to point, all tube, gee-tar amp.  Help keep those little whipper snappers from heading down a road of depravity and sin.  Amp builders rarely curse or get violent, they just argue amongst themselves as to what the most happening circuit might be.  Please ; make your selves at home and plug in that soldering iron. Regards,   Michael     remove x’s to respond direct Crafts? Hi, I noticed that you posted a message on one of the craft newsgroups, and I am interested in learning a new craft. I would like to know if you have any suggestions on crafts that i can do with my children. I appoligize if this message is a disturbance to you. Have a good day Rhonda and a fine craft that would be.. round here they recently introduced out local postal workers union to the art of amp building … lately the mail is on time and at the right house and gun related deaths in our community have dropped 70% … on the down side, mysteriously no one has recieved their subsciption to glass audio since this program started any ideas pat

Response:

Isn’t glass audio the mag that prints the corrections to instructions twicve (twice)? One month incorrect, next month correct.

Their drafting department is asleep at the wheel; there are mistakes in their schematics a good deal of the time. They once printed a letter of mine where I offered an idea for improving a circuit they had published. They accompanied it with a schematic that was SUPPOSED to show my mods, but they totally messed it up. I didn’t bother writing them again, but someone else eventually took the trouble to write in and comment about it. I like most other things about Glass Audio, but the constant fumbling of the schematics is inexcusable, especially in such an expensive magazine (cover price of $6 per issue). That’s why I didn’t renew my sub when it expired this year. I’ve heard great things about another rag, Vacuum Tube Valley, but I haven’t checked it out yet. I’ve been put off by the price. — Dave Stork Stork Audio New York http://members.aol.com/StorkAudio For email replies, remove "nospam" from address

Response:

I’ve heard great things about another rag, Vacuum Tube Valley, but I haven’t checked it out yet. I’ve been put off by the price. — Ditto on my subscription to GA.  I’m trying to find the info on Vacuum tube Tube Valley, but I think it’s free to anyone in the business (who meets their criteria).  Maybe not.  Danged if i can locate that ad.

Darren

Response:

That is one wwwwwwiiiiiiiiiiidddddddddddde message.

Response:

I’ve heard great things about another rag, Vacuum Tube Valley, but I haven’t checked it out yet. I’ve been put off by the price. — Ditto on my subscription to GA.  I’m trying to find the info on Vacuum tube Tube Valley, but I think it’s free to anyone in the business (who meets their criteria).

See: http://www.triodeel.com/tlinks.htm , which has links to both Vacuum Tube Valley, and Sound Practices, another interesting magazine for hi-fi tube DIY. BTW, your message would be easier to read if you added a few carriage returns, not everybody has word wrap… just a helpful hint..  ;-) Ned Carlson  Triode Electronics,2225 W Roscoe Chicago, IL, 60618 USA ph 773-871-7459 fax 773-871-7938 12:30 to 8 PM CT, (1830-0200 UTC) 12:30-5 Sat, Closed Wed & Sun http://www.triodeel.com

Response:

As you can probably tell I’m a neon owner.. :-)  One question, does anyone know the stock offset and the bolt circle diameter of the wheels on a neon?  I’m looking to plus size the wheels on my ACR..  TIA           Michael Lee          (206)547-7118          ICQ# 11305683          ====     ====           ==       ==          [/         ]          (|       |/)          | |       | |         |/   ACR   |/          [`| |_|   | ] |If you cannot say what you mean:| |You can never mean what you say:|

Response:

There is a way to measure the offset yourself. Dont remember exactly how but have to place the wheel flat inside part of the wheel on the ground and measuring from the ground to the rim. As I said I’m not sure exactly how but can double check. I am also looking to plus size. Let me know how it goes and also if you will be reprogramming the cpu with the new tires – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -As you can probably tell I’m a neon owner.. :-)  One question, does anyone know the stock offset and the bolt circle diameter of the wheels on a neon?  I’m looking to plus size the wheels on my ACR..  TIA          Michael Lee         (206)547-7118         ICQ# 11305683         ====     ====          ==       ==         [/         ]         (|       |/)         | |       | |        |/   ACR   |/         [`| |_|   | ] |If you cannot say what you mean:| |You can never mean what you say:|

Response:

As you can probably tell I’m a neon owner.. :-)  One question, does anyone know the stock offset and the bolt circle diameter of the wheels on a neon?  I’m looking to plus size the wheels on my ACR..  TIA           Michael Lee          (206)547-7118          ICQ# 11305683          ====     ====           ==       ==          [/         ]          (|       |/)          | |       | |         |/   ACR   |/          [`| |_|   | ] |If you cannot say what you mean:| |You can never mean what you say:|

Response:

There is a way to measure the offset yourself. Dont remember exactly how but have to place the wheel flat inside part of the wheel on the ground and measuring from the ground to the rim. As I said I’m not sure exactly how but can double check. I am also looking to plus size. Let me know how it goes and also if you will be reprogramming the cpu with the new tires – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -As you can probably tell I’m a neon owner.. :-)  One question, does anyone know the stock offset and the bolt circle diameter of the wheels on a neon?  I’m looking to plus size the wheels on my ACR..  TIA          Michael Lee         (206)547-7118         ICQ# 11305683         ====     ====          ==       ==         [/         ]         (|       |/)         | |       | |        |/   ACR   |/         [`| |_|   | ] |If you cannot say what you mean:| |You can never mean what you say:|

Response:

Yoga Books?

Question:

Hi, I’m considering taking up Yoga and I’ve been looking for a good book to help me get started, but there is just so many to choose from.  I did a search on a couple of sites and there was over 800 books on the subject. Can anybody suggest a book that would be suitable for a beginner? Thanks in advance, Craig.

Response:

Hello, The very best book to buy is ‘ Yoga The Iyengar Way’ by Silva and Shyam Metha. I’m sure you can order it through Amazon. Each pose has step by step pictures and if the pose takes two pages they open facing each other. Mister Iyengar took the manuscript and rewrote the book so it is the latest word from him on the practice of the postures. There are some articles on my site that may also be of help. www.srichakrayoga.com Colin

Response:

I’ve been looking for a good book to help me get started,

I love Donna Farhi’s "Yoga Mind, Body & Spirit: A Return to Wholeness." It’s excellent. It may be a bit much now, but if you want to learn about the philosophy and history of yoga, Georg Furstein’s "The Yoga Tradition" is amazing.

Response:

Hi, I’m considering taking up Yoga and I’ve been looking for a good book to help me get started, but there is just so many to choose from.  I did a search on a couple of sites and there was over 800 books on the subject. Can anybody suggest a book that would be suitable for a beginner? Thanks in advance, Craig.

Howdy, Very glad to know your decision. There are many books as you have indicated. One real good Hatha Yoga book I would like to suggest will be as follows: Name:  PRACTICAL HANDBOOK            HOW TO USE            Y  O  G  A Writer: Mira Mehta MA, M Phil Published by:  LORENZ BOOKS ,2001 This book is the latest YOGA book in a way that it takes all the recent changes into it. That is B.K. Iyengar a very famous Yoga Master, takes the simple TOOLS into action. Greetings, bothi

Response:

I started doing yoga at home about three years ago. I had never done any yoga in my life, and I used Barbara Currie’s "Fabulous Shape Forever", which gave me an excellent grounding. It contains ten lessons, each about 20-30 minutes long, every pose well photographed and very well explained. After the fifth lesson I noticed a definite improvement in flexibility, strength, stamina and posture. I thought it was definitely the right book for a beginner, because it does not assume any prior knowledge about yoga, without having to wade through huge amounts of text with lots of jargon. I have since recommended the book to lots of friends and they are just as enthusiastic as me. Claudia

– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – Hi, I’m considering taking up Yoga and I’ve been looking for a good book to help me get started, but there is just so many to choose from.  I did a search on a couple of sites and there was over 800 books on the subject. Can anybody suggest a book that would be suitable for a beginner? Thanks in advance, Craig.

Response:

Mike Drake "Eponymous" is a troll (not even a very good one) Re: Criticism

Question:

Oh, poor crybaby.  Got his weettle feelings hurts. Quit yer bellyaching Mike.  Get a real job, trolling doesn’t pay. – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -"You are getting the same response someone would get if they went to a Christian board…." You got that right.

Response:

I think you need professional help.  Sincerely.   Farewell.

Response:

I think you need professional help.  Sincerely.

It’s been my experience that those who tell others to get professional help need it most themselves. Farewell.

Take care, happy trolling.

Response:

"You are getting the same response someone would get if they went to a Christian board…." You got that right.

Response:

Mike is a big crybaby.  He thought he was going to be a big hit with his anti-Yogananda rants and when he flopped and nobody cared about him or his stupid agenda, all he can do is go around sobbing and telling people "Look what those big bad meanies did to me."  What a fool. – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -The problem Mike is that you are a troll.  Everyone knows it.  You are that transparent. You have spent your time on a Kriya Yoga board trying to debunk Yogananda, Kriya, etc.  You are an atheist trolling in a religious board.  You are getting the same response someone would get if they went to a Christian board and started spouting off that Jesus was just a regular dude, the Bible is a collection of myths and legends made up by people who wrote great fiction, etc. You’re in a no-win situation, and you’re not even smart enough to recognize it.  First, if you don’t believe in religion, Yogananda, Kriya Yoga, yoga in general, or whatever, that’s fine.  You have the right to sit in your own room feeling all smug and self-satisfied. But you are not going to convince any of these people to your point of view. (While I don’t think you are very smart, I know you are smart enough to know that.  Therefore it’s obvious that you’re just trolling to get a rise out of people, to get flamed.  The problem with trolling is that once you’re recognized as a troll, your act is over.  And everyone saw right through you after about 3 seconds.  The only reason you get any responses on the Kriya board at all is because every once in a while a new person stumbles in and doesn’t know your history.) And second, they’re not going to convince you to theirs.  So you’re wasting their time and yours.  Once again, you’re just a troll.  Face it, you’ve lost.  You’ve been found out.  Best find yourself another group to troll in.  I recommend $cientology.  Even though they’ve been trolled by trolls far superior than you, they still take the gloves off and sling some good mud just for the fun of it.  Which is what you’ve been looking for all along since you started trolling the Kriya board, a good flamefest.  You’ll get it there.  If not, try crossposting anti-Bible, anti-Jesus messages to alt.atheism and all the christian groups you can find (there’s hundreds of them for your trolling pleasure). Goodbye, troll. Forgive me for the belated post, but I just happened upon some criticism on this board referring to some of my remarks that apparently were imported by another participant (I have never posted here before).  Here is the critique: "Mike Drake must be some sort of an authority before he can refute the words of a world-accepted master of yoga. Based on the technicalities involved in the critique, he (Drake) should either be a Yoga Master of a higher caliber than the one in question, or a medical professional. Or else his criticisms are totally void of merit. Does he realize how many duly licensed medical doctor disciples Paramhansa Yogananda has? It’s either they are all morons (like you, Hendrik and Mike Drake) or it is Mike Drake and all those who will buy his contentions that are morons." The above was proferred by a self-described "duly licensed Physical Therapist," who claims to hold both an MS and a PhD.  Given his level of medical training, then, surely he could have pointed out the errors in my "tract" on PY’s "Science of Kriya Yoga."  Since he failed to point out even a single error, I will assume he did not find any. Perhaps his failure to find any factual fault with the piece explains why he focussed his energies on spouting epithets and logically inert assertions about authority, rather than on engaging in substantive debate.

Response:

The problem Mike is that you are a troll.  Everyone knows it.  You are that transparent. You have spent your time on a Kriya Yoga board trying to debunk Yogananda, Kriya, etc.  You are an atheist trolling in a religious board.  You are getting the same response someone would get if they went to a Christian board and started spouting off that Jesus was just a regular dude, the Bible is a collection of myths and legends made up by people who wrote great fiction, etc. You’re in a no-win situation, and you’re not even smart enough to recognize it.  First, if you don’t believe in religion, Yogananda, Kriya Yoga, yoga in general, or whatever, that’s fine.  You have the right to sit in your own room feeling all smug and self-satisfied. But you are not going to convince any of these people to your point of view. (While I don’t think you are very smart, I know you are smart enough to know that.  Therefore it’s obvious that you’re just trolling to get a rise out of people, to get flamed.  The problem with trolling is that once you’re recognized as a troll, your act is over.  And everyone saw right through you after about 3 seconds.  The only reason you get any responses on the Kriya board at all is because every once in a while a new person stumbles in and doesn’t know your history.) And second, they’re not going to convince you to theirs.  So you’re wasting their time and yours.  Once again, you’re just a troll.  Face it, you’ve lost.  You’ve been found out.  Best find yourself another group to troll in.  I recommend $cientology.  Even though they’ve been trolled by trolls far superior than you, they still take the gloves off and sling some good mud just for the fun of it.  Which is what you’ve been looking for all along since you started trolling the Kriya board, a good flamefest.  You’ll get it there.  If not, try crossposting anti-Bible, anti-Jesus messages to alt.atheism and all the christian groups you can find (there’s hundreds of them for your trolling pleasure). Goodbye, troll. – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – Forgive me for the belated post, but I just happened upon some criticism on this board referring to some of my remarks that apparently were imported by another participant (I have never posted here before).  Here is the critique: "Mike Drake must be some sort of an authority before he can refute the words of a world-accepted master of yoga. Based on the technicalities involved in the critique, he (Drake) should either be a Yoga Master of a higher caliber than the one in question, or a medical professional. Or else his criticisms are totally void of merit. Does he realize how many duly licensed medical doctor disciples Paramhansa Yogananda has? It’s either they are all morons (like you, Hendrik and Mike Drake) or it is Mike Drake and all those who will buy his contentions that are morons." The above was proferred by a self-described "duly licensed Physical Therapist," who claims to hold both an MS and a PhD.  Given his level of medical training, then, surely he could have pointed out the errors in my "tract" on PY’s "Science of Kriya Yoga."  Since he failed to point out even a single error, I will assume he did not find any. Perhaps his failure to find any factual fault with the piece explains why he focussed his energies on spouting epithets and logically inert assertions about authority, rather than on engaging in substantive debate.

Response:

72,000 Nadi's (rivers)

Question:

Greetings, Last bit of stuff is going to be this. Above the muladhara is the svadhishthana above that the manipuraka also near the muladhara is the kanda. The svadhishthana will be found as a point a tiny brief point white disfused pearlish and brief as so brief almost overlooked a slight crook a brief irregularity in the upward reascent. The manipuraka is larger the next point slightly above this point yet modestly above again white pearlish yet even more irregular as its larger yet definately noticable and the mind considers the previous point passed as hey thats like that before yet this a wee bit larger more disruptive to the filament that the reascent takes place with. This filament or thread (mili’s fractions minisule)  between red and blue muladhara and Ma allows 2 points shown in white pearlness but as thats the beginning of the white ghostly trail these two points cause that in the otherwise unlit filament thread the reascent is occuring in yet not so much occuring in till these two point engage. I attribute to nervous system involvement (broad) that bio bridge creates the ghostly white now between blue and red in 2D bridged 3D. Then the kanda is the collection aspects of disfused undefferentiated red orange this mimics both the center of the earth its iron nickel core and the lower spine via optical arrangements these other two would also parrell body and earth the manipuraka and svadhishthana one aquafiers and two temperature /pressure areas found not too deep as the core yet also mimics body as we really have gone no great distance between red blue yet the optics brain use these two points the ghostly the now errected filament called the middle path mimics centerline spine as an illustionary spatial brain relationship. We are dealing with inner vision which inter-permenates all in its entirity and it seeks focus length depth gage basis relationships starting with ma the thin blue disc the mouth first opening only blurring to red orange where the kanda first focus’s defines collects relates prostate fluid its "! reflective !" white/clear innate qualities are naturaly reflective optical within a dark area as the body tegas lights yet not combustion but more REFLECTIVE then ghostly from time qualities as it buzzs by atoms slightly illumnating again via reflection (in the filament). The body its immediate focus yet it is inter-permating this inner vision this crystal clearness clear i consider god as inter-perminating this special clear not reflection or mirrorness but this sight inner not even a light but clearness. Nite JD

Response:

HEY STUPID ARE STILL ON YER MEDICATION?

Response:

Greeings Kundalini has been translated or metaphoricly compared as coiled 3 times at the base of the spine or muladhara that translated lowest chackra (wheel) found at the plexus point low spine related genitlia or sex organs. (they forget inner vision the key most point) First most all this other is being dropped from the discussion so we can only deal with the 3 coiled aspect …..WHAT DOES THAT MEAN or how is this understood? (mean as a math word) First we take two points blue and red the distance between is that/those 2 points……"Ma" is blue….Muladhara is red orange surrounded in absolute black so between MA and Muladhara that distance or now two Now that distance is the only distance and the difference between a flame the red. blue, red, yellow and white …..is so close yet it remains a distance between colors…. a "micro nano distance". "RED ORANGE (mula) and BLUE (ma) surrounded in black. That descent from blue "Ma" surrounded in black to rock bottom Red aka Muladhara where it appears surrounded in black the red orange is too be arched back against itself now as the opitic nerves inner vision eyes brain takes the….. first prior coil….. "2 points = a line" ,,,,,THAT THEN archs back makes the second coil…. "doubles"…. then its length growing because its darn thin…. now the second coil now twice as long. Coils are metaphors as a snake lays its long spine yet it must do centain things to rise a metaphor or arch then strike. Yet Ma is the thin blue disc. Only the center is available to examine the edge dissappears towards center so one intrinsicly looks center. Yet its flat smooth across no hole in center yet a shimmering motion catchs the inner vision…… in siddha samadhi we are discussing. Yet in mahanima its this not the case…… also found in front of forehead instead of inside the skull……do not confuse as hundreds before if not thousands over the centuies.. 2 petals of agna. The inner vision after "Ma" the thin blue disc wheel chackra…….looking into the center of "Ma" between ma and "muladhara or red orange" just below center of "Ma" that "THIN narrow as a wheel chackra "Ma" below center like a flame red orange THAT DISTANCE SO degrees too far we lose it now we have the distance of coil #2. That second coil gained from the first is now "TOO "BIG OR TOO LONG"…..we looked down into "ma" saw bottom actually a nano distance between red and blue but stuck between Ma and Muladhara or Blue and Red…..Look at a rainbow see how close we are more than doubling the distance so it starts the REASCENT from Mula too Ma as its this REASCENT called the now 3rd coil…….1+2+3=3 coils. It has arched back now strikes…..play with a 3 coiled sailors rope increase its lenght unweave its coils (more to this rope riddle than this) or snake riddles and metaphors. At this point first coil related descent looking down into…… second coil related said was look up from prior down…… double length or second coil…….the now sheer length (doubled) removes both Ma and mula-dhara this 3rd coil REASCENT as the other two distances are forcing critical the eye/chin/neck visual inner and still outter movements crtical to degrees to make the reascent or third coil….. AS WE ASCENT FROM RED everything "disappears" (distance collaspes) behind us in ,"ghostly " white and we are too the left of the spine eventualy to find ourselfs at a coin shaped item called a lotus now vertical "Ma" was hortizontal long gone because of the SARASWATI" a channel that removes distance or corrects distance. Muladhara was as a/the red orange shiny steam in a black pot. Ma was as the blue lid to open the pot and was/were all three coils contained in the motion between yet the pot was 2D so the lid arranged 3D. Pot its lid the handle saraswati to correct saraswati to check the results of other stories. The pot as "Ma". JD Snakes/ropes pots/plane point perspectives…….nowhere is anything tied around as a rope or thread to a pole as three coils that way but three more coils/grin separate from these that are happening also at the same time.

Response:

Greetings, First these two words are western for things generally eastern that near the turn of the century onwards and became confusing. So tonight we are going to save the viewers thousands and thousands of mis-spent efforts of esoteric occultists. Etheric body refers to the entire nervous system the word ether comes from the choral hydrate days or early truth serums around the 1920’s. Suttle means about the same thing just broader encompass’s more. Today its physical body atoms #1 physiological body #2 forces and quantum body #3 soul/atma which ties it all together nicely .Spiritual, etheric or suttle would be body #1 & 2 physical & physiological with suttle going a bit deeper into quantum body #3. I use the classic indo-chinese yoga words only for body #3 quantum out of respect starting with "ma" onwards found in mystery stories and scriptures or yoga texts with numerous splits on translations. There are sheaths also besides bodies which i have never had time to get into and etheric would be the nervous sheath suttle qualties or then again suttle qualities found in the nervous sheath or then again body #1 and #2 cojoined yet etheric suttle descriptive a truth serum thing hidden. Now if someone says "MA" the thin blue disc is part of the etheric body a suttle quality found at the brow or just above the eyes I WOULD DISAGREE because its part of body number #3 quantum soul atma as "NO ONE WILL EVER FIND IT" in the P&P bodies number one or two. It all starts "Ma" with realization these two P&P are left behind with the thin blue disc yet less than 100 years ago they were still grasping at finding it within us all true as in potential but being in account a hard fast object in us all only in potential. No one walks around with Ma the sushumna the mouth the covering of soul as a feature of thier existence its something found in potential something that could yet is not a feature only the potential to gain. Too access atma the earth below the sky above the person in between must all be in align otherwise its not going to happen as MA is the UNIVERSAL AXI the universal meaning ALL and looking back considering this we always find that the case. If you go within as having yourself to do so with realize your also going within it all not only yourselfs but that within opens into within everything other from your gateway yourself (only in potential until thats REALIZED) and the view is of the self contained yet residing centered within it all also just contained by your form yet your actually all the way within and back to the beginning surrounding you in orbs rings layers features from center to everything other also ringed layers . CONCENTRIC rings like a tree trunk for a metaphor all in align from the earth below to the stars above and within yourself also exposed all centered now realized potential formerly just potential. Ida/pingala or the para and sympathic nervous systems play a tremendous part getting you to that spot not only in centering you but arriving you atman atma in realizing must be ejected extruded around the head as a nimbus now decompressed into the world the celestial and earthly forces physics also play a part centering it in its decompression. Your blowing a big bubble called a nimbus and more than you is allowing this of course the earth below the celestial objects above give way to yourself or they also allow you to exist in a moment . That means youll never find it if like cattle your penned into a spot in endless ways but you need a degree of sensitiveness beyond just times a day for starters one learns to be sensitive too. of afternoon and your part alone of the day now 5 parts to felt without a clock year after year (changing during a year) till one spot becomes yours no longer potential…….year after year naps /waking / sleeping getting a certain sensitiveness (prayer is only to wake and sleep greet each moment of 4 to become five. Part of the JD shadow exercises no one grasps not a one. No one was required to tell me i just noticed on my owen how each felt. If you look in front of yourself fine terrific but you must condition yourself to how you feel at these other 4 moments ethericly suttlely by becomming sensitive from the prior shadow exercises given a few years ago. JD

Response:

Greetings, Just removed your words, (copied below) and looked at them .Your all alone out there, "mr. swami yoga master dude" your all alone out there but whatever alt. yoga is the place today. At least i saw that you understand the futility of trying to realize the almost impossible understanding and i gotta smile again at the fragile ego’s of my fellow men. Mostly short lived frail conditions i sympatize with. We all play our parts and i would be terrible in construction or something other than me. We could go into some of the other chackra but you see they all are not like a wheel, (chackra means wheel) and still working away translating not 7 but 8 of them not exactly as wheels as chackra means wheel but depends upon ones perspective or applied fields of vision of course. Intellectuals are just that and they tend to be very different from we few naked savages that do yoga things. Actually i had thought about going into bhava next undoing a few centuries of mish mass there-in. chinese/asian account from centuries ago. Or sitting at the spinning wheel gathering a red thread watching the Perhaps you expect more than is really there. Ancient was useful ancient but between there and now alot of translaters……except no viewers with cheap keyboards as i me my. Nite JD "GARBAGE" <snip of stearns words below/jibberish Should be three and a half times. Muladhara is "associated" with sex and sexual energies and is at the end of the spine, but it is the Svadhisthana that is located at the base of the genitilia and more directly associated with the sex organs (Svadhisthana is related to taste and desire). only deal with the 3 coiled aspect …..WHAT DOES THAT MEAN or how is Try this: Sattva, Rajas, Tamas (or Purity, Action, Inertia) with the half coil representing the interplay of the three forces.

Response:

Kundalini has been translated or metaphoricly compared as coiled 3 times

Should be three and a half times. at the base of the spine or muladhara that translated lowest chackra (wheel) found at the plexus point low spine related genitlia or sex organs. (they forget inner vision the key most point)

Muladhara is "associated" with sex and sexual energies and is at the end of the spine, but it is the Svadhisthana that is located at the base of the genitilia and more directly associated with the sex organs (Svadhisthana is related to taste and desire). only deal with the 3 coiled aspect …..WHAT DOES THAT MEAN or how is

Try this: Sattva, Rajas, Tamas (or Purity, Action, Inertia) with the half coil representing the interplay of the three forces.

Response:

Greetings, I often refer too a time shift displacement of how the reascent appears too the left of the spine slightly and a bit in front of . This i attribute to the time information is processed by the senses or bio-tissue’s. As this one effect the ascent is happening in real time or "NOW" time and is timed off by sensory information processing time so a shift occurs between the two and the ascent mimics a spinal parrel ascent. Now the effect after leaving the muladhara is too notice that once past a point of the ascent all has dissappeared behind itself and one can’t go back or lower oneself. This i think or believe is due to the illusionary effect of the brain actually dealng with a super thin item on/in 2D but the blackness the thin filament dissappearing behind itself has/is possessing some effects 3D as collasping motion from the 3 prior coil effects……under no circumstances do if feel that the descent and reasscent were down a 4D tube tunnel pipe but a dimensional effect and i think the brains ability to measure distance with its optic organization is enhanced by the filament nature against the black background. Now the descent from ma into the muladhara is with a slight blur and could be mistaken for speed the first coil #1. This i think i believe is also a dimensional shift in 2D with this inner vision completely unlike outter but cyrstal clear as if one has found a point between heaven and earth that is clear cyrstal clear yet inside oneself this occurs……unlike anything . Except after having found one can close ones eyes anytime and figure its presence something there but hard to discern otherwise. This also permenates everything as once found is often found other and its not mirrorness that goes with the ahamkara but blue ma or the faint light of this or that but i find this inner sight as i seem to have found it external the body now sensitive to its nature totally crystal clear interpermenatingness. Found before opening the lotus found everywhere actually if ever found once one becomes physical or that around the pupil that clearness but i am not certain as thats correct but a possible limited view. Possibly pure consciousness uneffected by anything other even mirror centerline reflection as slightly different. I constantly found myself using it as a reference a focus as perfectly clear to gather other tints shades of other aspects of the inner anatomy. It has no bearing to any form of light or color and interpermenates across everything physical as solid as can be this cuts right through and across it or inside is most easier to realize but of course of has to measure it would tech wise be called "invisibleness" yet its not just crystal clearness. The white light i feel is a form of radiation and can be split at the circumference of the lotus or observed in more detail as to how it leaves rising to leave the lotus after the lotus is opened. yet at the circumference of the coin shaped lotus can be split into various finer points rays and examined. Nite JD (as you can read nowhere in any campbell do we find kundalini at the base of the spine except in a first descent then reascent …….this is also matched center of the earth, center of winter, center of the cosmos ,or one spiraling into one point in time from an axi or out of the picture in potentials to birth dead from one point in time from within to without along dimensional frames .This is not ancient wisdom but 21st century yet as many ancient words are used as relavent. The doctrine of i me my not yours as its how i percieve and i tend to believe me yet listen to others……yet i tend to believe i me my or that doctrine of selfness.

Response:

first you place according too western not eastern medicine as the points are different the rivers different but this one point standard to both (presently forgotten western). eastern far far better at points pulses. with this the right hand grabs the left wrist and feels a slight pulse in counting in one minute if yours is exactly as mine it will add to 72 if yours is not it might add other but mine as many is 72. the concept of seconds minutes hours days years ecliptic’s is based to the pumping of the heart its rivers of blood close to seawater in structure……its been measured in every way and at 1989 AD gregorian saros placidus still worked perfectly. next you place a finger of both hands of the right and left hand to seal plug both ears…….you will hear the mundane ordinary sound of blood pressure.this sound in samadhi will be called om cause it sounds like om in samadhi from the pulse the vibratory innate pounding now called rarified supersensual according to me. the doctrine of i me my as to my beliefs because thier not yours but i have found so i now believe according to i me my. i take a 4 chamber heart divide it into nsew use this first number 72 and that leads me to the gunas the last number of the individual dots that form the gunas and the number of rings the number of triangles the of samadhi begining of thunderbolt (parasound of medallion. 72,000 or 000 as three rings. these three rings are no ordinary three rings nor these triangles no ordinary triangles because days hours minutes seconds years night day calendars clocks universes streech between in 3 planes in motion or a fourth all presently precisely done from 360 degrees geometry or 5×72…….( petals 1 of two and axi "Ma" looking for 72,000 little paths call it 72 + OOO or raja tama sattva as OOO. there is 1, 10, 100 and 1000 that 4 thats "planes aka dimensions 1-4D"… the number 1000 means to reverberate motion height length width 1 is a line at 2 points or 10…….10 is a graph called the x/y planes gyroscopic ranges or the laws of akasha) those three rings of supersensual matter raja tama sattva (very chemically related to atomic design and structure as 3D yet also related to atma the Nite JD Hope this saves a small forest of wasted trees because 72,000 paths are found between the clock on the wall the two hands the center of the body in five points within in different riddles besides the 72,000 are many things. As i say never start from the bottom.

Response:

Yoga after the Mack Truck

Question:

ROFLORLFORLVORLROLFORLFORLFOLROFLORLF. THAT WAS GOOD!!!!!!

Response:

I have had a minor head trauma recently, and i was worrying : if it had been serious, and i got mentally or/and intellectually impaired, what would have happened to my yoga practice ? Would i forget everything, would i become possibly unable to concentrate, what about the possibility to stand poses ??? I am totally clueless about thoses issues, and i even had some problems formulating the question, which i therefore intentionally left quite vague ! Thanks to those who would have some answers or who could rephrase that same type of question in a manner and context they deem more adequate !

Well your yoga practice would have been affected.  The logical result of this type of inquiry is that you need your mind in some ways to have a yoga practice.  The real question is would you still be you staring out of those eyes? Other related questions: Can you practice yoga just sitting their with a vegetative body and mind? What if your mind is already vegetative and you do not know it?  How would you know? Does one need a mind and body? Wade

Response:

alesclandre : I have had a minor head trauma recently, and i was worrying : if it had been serious, and i got mentally or/and intellectually impaired, what would have happened to my yoga practice ? Would i forget everything, would i become possibly unable to concentrate, what about the possibility to stand poses ??? I am totally clueless about thoses issues, and i even had some problems formulating the question, which i therefore intentionally left quite vague ! Thanks to those who would have some answers or who could rephrase that same type of question in a manner and context they deem more adequate !

Wade : Well your yoga practice would have been affected.  The logical result of this type of inquiry is that you need your mind in some ways to have a yoga practice.  The real question is would you still be you staring out of those eyes?

alesclandre : Very true, i find this to be quite a mind-numbing question, by which i mean : how can an accident change your self, am i still myself after an accident that may possibly change everything about my way of thinking (or not thinking), make me dysfunctional (like "aggressive" or "apathetic" or whatever). Does this stop all spiritual evolution ? _Imagine a yogi master who gets such life changing accident. Will he react differently from another being ? Or will there be something different happening in himself ? I guess there is no answer as you seldom come back from severe brain damage._ Wade : Other related questions: Can you practice yoga just sitting their with a vegetative body and mind? What if your mind is already vegetative and you do not know it?  How would you know?

Alesclandre : Eh eh, that is good … i guess my mind and body would look vegetative to accomplished yoga master, that is true, since i now look to myself four years ago as somewhat vegetative, since i did not feel my body and mind like i do now. Does one need a mind and body? Wade

PS : I guess i should not worry about accidents too much, but i find it so bad to believe everything can be lost and you are still alive … Like you are having a second life unrelated to the first one ? Strange … — The Ruminating Yoga Cow. Oh la Vache !

Response:

I have had a minor head trauma recently, and i was worrying : if it had been serious, and i got mentally or/and intellectually impaired, what would have happened to my yoga practice ? Would i forget everything, would i become possibly unable to concentrate, what about the possibility to stand poses ??? I am totally clueless about thoses issues, and i even had some problems formulating the question, which i therefore intentionally left quite vague ! Thanks to those who would have some answers or who could rephrase that same type of question in a manner and context they deem more adequate ! — The Ruminating Yoga Mad Cow. Oh la Vache !

Response:

Helping Others

Question:

"When it comes to helping others, you have to be especially careful. You have to reflect on your motives and your interests. Are you doing something because it is gratifying to you, or because there is a reward of some kind? Or are you doing it because you really want to help? You have to do a great deal of self-inquiry to be able to tell; you have to contemplate every ripple of thought that goes through your mind… To be compassionate, you must learn to think well of yourself and others. Therefore a bleeding heart, which sees other people as helpless, is not a sign of compassion." -Siddha Yoga master Gurumayi Chidvilasananda —– D.

Response:

"When it comes to helping others, you have to be especially careful. You have to reflect on your motives and your interests. Are you doing something because it is gratifying to you, or because there is a reward of some kind? Or are you doing it because you really want to help? You have to do a great deal of self-inquiry to be able to tell; you have to contemplate every ripple of thought that goes through your mind… To be compassionate, you must learn to think well of yourself and others. Therefore a bleeding heart, which sees other people as helpless, is not a sign of compassion." -Siddha Yoga master Gurumayi Chidvilasananda —– D.

This is very true ! Yesterday I read a speech of the Panchen Lhama. He stated something similar about allways searching the subconscious for hidden motives. Thank you for this quote :-) love Anna

Response:

Great post, I agree whole heartedly. Gina Marie

– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – "When it comes to helping others, you have to be especially careful. You have to reflect on your motives and your interests. Are you doing something because it is gratifying to you, or because there is a reward of some kind? Or are you doing it because you really want to help? You have to do a great deal of self-inquiry to be able to tell; you have to contemplate every ripple of thought that goes through your mind… To be compassionate, you must learn to think well of yourself and others. Therefore a bleeding heart, which sees other people as helpless, is not a sign of compassion." -Siddha Yoga master Gurumayi Chidvilasananda —– D.

Response:

The Meditation Tip of the Day – June 06, 2001

Question:

But we are not talking about knifes or pesticides, hm? Of course words can hurt – but the words of a master are not meant to hurt anything else except of your ego. And wise words are also not meant to hurt. You are comparing apples with pears – as we say in german.

I’m I? A word carries an idea, a thought. And a thought lies behind every action. That way a word can and does cause action. I’m sure you are familiar with great german philosopher Nietzche. Take his idea of uebermensch, interpret it wrongly, develop a nacism and you’ll get a few million dead people. What is a little knife compare to that? Nobody’s blaming Nietzche for what happened. But if he knew what will people make out of his thoughts, do you think that he would be thinking and writing the same way? Do you thing he would have slept at night? There’s a saying: a way to hell is covered with good intentions. I still am not convinced that anybody who is able to handle a computer, find the alt.yoga newsgroup in the usenet and read this quote will use it seriously as a legitimation to drink himself to dead " but Osho said that’s the way to enlightment! " ;-)

This thing with a booze was just an extreme example, i don think that it can happen. Let me give you another example. A boss pisses you off. You just got from an Osho’s shouting therapy lesson. There you heard that people are too suppresed and that they should learn how to express their emotions. A natural feeling says that you should tell him to shove it up his…Next thing u’re waiting in an unemployment line, cursing your path of the natural flow. U were fighting against your inner complexes and now u got a problem with your daily meal. Do you think there’s no way such intepretation could happen? Oh, many things have changed! The man – woman relationship has changed. The attitude towards sexual issues has changed. 40 years ago it was a crime to be homosexual – now one of the biggest party in my town is the "Christopher Street Day"-Parade and just a view days ago for the first time in history a german politician outed himself publicly to be homosexual. 30 years ago other spiritual groups than the christian churches have been banned – now they are wellcomned. And many things more have changed, are changing, and will change …

You are talking about social changes. In antique homosexualitiy was normal. Then one paradigm replaced the other. Social patterns and dogmas were rotating and changing througout human history. But the foundation, the human mind is still the same. Do you know what the base of today’s enviromentalism is? The same old human instict of preservation of the species. We’re afraid we will poison ourseleves. In western world a paradigm of individuality is praised. If I let you live your life as u want, than u have to let me do the same. The same old ego. But people are still miserable. Shrinks are making more and more bucks. Sucide rates gettin higher, wars, crimes, blah, blah. Same old. (don’t get me wrong, I’m all for democracy, just tellin’ like it is) Well, but you can practice< Yoga. You don’t just only have to read about it. And nobody can master Yoga for you – you’ll have to do it yourself. A Master only may be a source of inspiration and a rolemodell, but the dicipline and responsibility must be yours. Of course. To me he is a Master-teacher. Teachers are still needed! I agree in that.

When I say Master, I mean an source of information present in one person. It’s important that he/she achived the goal that u’re following. If your goal is enlightment  than he/she has to be enlightened. Otherwise it’s one blind person leading another. In yoga you can learn some techniques from instructors or even books, but for that final goal the Master is required. Yoga sutra says ‘moksa mulam guru kripa’, liberation comes from mercy of the Master. But of course it’s you who has to follow his words, to be a disciple! Osho himself rejected old master-disciple tradition in the beginning , but later glorified the meaning of the Master. I don’t know about that.

I listened to his lecture, where he explained how to approach a guru. He never had a guru himself, but was accepting disciples. No humor – no compassion. He prooves that!  :-)

I heard a saying: better a cheerful sinner, than a moody saint. :) Sat Nam + Hari Om Taras

Response:

But we are not talking about knifes or pesticides, hm? Of course words can hurt – but the words of a master are not meant to hurt anything else except of your ego. And wise words are also not meant to hurt. You are comparing apples with pears – as we say in german. I’m I? A word carries an idea, a thought. And a thought lies behind every action. That way a word can and does cause action.

Yes, hopefully it does. But why thinking that this quote is harmful than instead of healing?  I’m sure you are familiar with great german philosopher Nietzche. Take his idea of uebermensch, interpret it wrongly, develop a nacism and you’ll get a few million dead people. What is a little knife compare to that? Nobody’s blaming Nietzche for what happened. But if he knew what will people make out of his thoughts, do you think that he would be thinking and writing the same way? Do you thing he would have slept at night? There’s a saying: a way to hell is covered with good intentions.

Hm, yes – I just spoke with a collegue about this today – ho does familytherapy – and the conflict happening in israel can be watched / interpreted like a familyconflict. 2 ppl (palestinian- / israeli – gouvernment) do it all just for the sake of a third person (in the family it is often the child / in the isreal conflict it is the ppl of the countrys). This is what your saying is about – right? But coming back to Nietzsche: here again it is in the responsibility of the ppl who missused Nietzsches ideas for their reasons – not Nietzsche himself. (By the way there is a very good book with talks by Osho about Nietzsches "Thus spoke Zharatustra".) And the Nazis haven’t came up because of Nietzsches philosophy :-) ) Nietzsche would never have been able to stop the Nazis if he wouldn’t write what he wrote. If there wouldn’t have been a Nietzsche they would have missused something else for their issues. They have missused a whole nation! Many popular artists have been missused too – all have been missused by the Nazis and the hindu sun-wheel – shastrika – was their symbol and it is until now connected in the ppls minds with the nazis. Maybe the Hindus wouldn’t have invented the shastrika when the would have knew what it is used for … ? No, talking or communicating itself allways includes the seed of missunderstanding. But you cannot hold back truth in order to keep it not-missunderstood because of that. If there is nobody who knows the truth anymore it cannot be miss-understood because it cannot be understood at all. But if the truth is shared as wide and public as possible – there is a great chance that it can be understood by many, at the risk of beeing missunderstood – yes, but also with the chance to be understood by many – and only this way the word can achieve the action it once was spoken out to inspire. A non shared wisedom is a dead wisedom – it’s only collected knowledge. : "Wisedom is not the collected knowledge, but the experience of the ever changing live." – unfortunately again a qote by Osho … :-) – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – I still am not convinced that anybody who is able to handle a computer, find the alt.yoga newsgroup in the usenet and read this quote will use it seriously as a legitimation to drink himself to dead " but Osho said that’s the way to enlightment! " ;-) This thing with a booze was just an extreme example, i don think that it can happen. Let me give you another example. A boss pisses you off. You just got from an Osho’s shouting therapy lesson. There you heard that people are too suppresed and that they should learn how to express their emotions. A natural feeling says that you should tell him to shove it up his…Next thing u’re waiting in an unemployment line, cursing your path of the natural flow. U were fighting against your inner complexes and now u got a problem with your daily meal. Do you think there’s no way such intepretation could happen?

That’s an interesting idea – but I doupt that. :-) Ppl who go to groups like this do it order to express their "negative" emotions in this certain protected surroundings. I myself attended more than one time an cathartic group like that and it was allways absolutely clear that this is a work at my own person and not at my boss. :-) Does this still has to do with the discussed quote? We can discuss work at cathartic groups then .. have you ever been in one? – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – Oh, many things have changed! The man – woman relationship has changed. The attitude towards sexual issues has changed. 40 years ago it was a crime to be homosexual – now one of the biggest party in my town is the "Christopher Street Day"-Parade and just a view days ago for the first time in history a german politician outed himself publicly to be homosexual. 30 years ago other spiritual groups than the christian churches have been banned – now they are wellcomned. And many things more have changed, are changing, and will change … You are talking about social changes. In antique homosexualitiy was normal. Then one paradigm replaced the other. Social patterns and dogmas were rotating and changing througout human history. But the foundation, the human mind is still the same. Do you know what the base of today’s enviromentalism is? The same old human instict of preservation of the species. We’re afraid we will poison ourseleves. In western world a paradigm of individuality is praised. If I let you live your life as u want, than u have to let me do the same. The same old ego. But people are still miserable. Shrinks are making more and more bucks. Sucide rates gettin higher, wars, crimes, blah, blah. Same old. (don’t get me wrong, I’m all for democracy, just tellin’ like it is)

You say that it is just dogmas and patterns rotating that give the image of changes happen and that the human mind didn’t have changed since the antique (or longer ago) and that ppl do have the same egoism and are still miserable? I don’t agree :-) I’m living here in Germany and 12 years ago our country has been reunited – before that it has been two different countrys and two different systems. Now after 12 years most of the material scarfs of over 40 years of communist "miss-managment" are wiped away in east germany – but the ppl there are still of a totally different mood / attitudde than we do experience here in the west. It’s fascinating to see how just 40 years of different society can let the mentality of ppl develope in totally different directions. I often have been in eastern germany since these days and it allways have been depressing to me. The whole country / the environment / the ppl radiates depression and sickness. (there is a lot more to report – but that would be OT now here) I believe that changes can happen – and they can happen faster than we may think. We may not realize them that much because we are living with the changes – but they are happening. And if I wouldn’t  believe that I wouldn’t be able to be Yogateacher. :-) If we don’t beliefe in and experience the evolutionary force – why do practice Yoga? again Osho: "Wisedom is not the collected knowledge, but the experience of the ever changing live." Maybe in the antique times have been better in some kind. But why no believing that it can be better again? And thinking of tolerance as just a social pattern that is not connected with the human mind ….? No, that is not my experience. – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – Well, but you can practice< Yoga. You don’t just only have to read about it. And nobody can master Yoga for you – you’ll have to do it yourself. A Master only may be a source of inspiration and a rolemodell, but the dicipline and responsibility must be yours. Of course. To me he is a Master-teacher. Teachers are still needed! I agree in that. When I say Master, I mean an source of information present in one person. It’s important that he/she achived the goal that u’re following. If your goal is enlightment  than he/she has to be enlightened. Otherwise it’s one blind person leading another. In yoga you can learn some techniques from instructors or even books, but for that final goal the Master is required. Yoga sutra says ‘moksa mulam guru kripa’, liberation comes from mercy of the Master.

Well, ok. ‘This’ special ‘Master’, you are talking about, to me is God. But of course it’s you who has to follow his words, to be a disciple! Osho himself rejected old master-disciple tradition in the beginning , but later glorified the meaning of the Master. I don’t know about that. I listened to his lecture, where he explained how to approach a guru. He never had a guru himself, but was accepting disciples.

Well, he just skiped that step, I guess. Maybe at a certain evolutionary level you can do that  ;-) No humor – no compassion. He prooves that!  :-) I heard a saying: better a cheerful sinner, than a moody saint. :)

Yep :-) Sat Nam + Hari Om Taras

Wahe Guru! Hari Har Singh

Response:

There is to me nothing that should be keept closed up. There is especially no wisedom that shouldn’t be shared!

That kind of thinking is very irresponsible. You can give a knife to a cook and he’ll make u a meal, or you can give it to a mad man and he’ll hurt himself, you or others. In such case, if you did it knowingly, u ARE responsible, not only moraly but also legaly.You say: "Let’s give knifes to all of them, we don’t care what they’ll do with them". Because words can hurt people. Would you give a bottle of pesticide to your two years old child and explain to him that it’s very useful in your garden? I think that the situation dramatically has changed in the past 30 years. Ppl are ready to know now. My Yoga-Master often says that the age of the masters is gone. No more "Tell me, I want to know" instead "I can tell you because I know". Ppl will become Masters on their own.

Are u sure things changed so much? What has actually change? Besides some technical advances the things are still more or less the same. You can’t never be a Master on your own. Books can never teach you what the Master can. Obvoiusly you have the Master, do you really think there can be a replacement for him/her? Do you really think you can do it on your own? Osho himself rejected old master-disciple tradition in the beginning , but later glorified the meaning of the Master. Do you think Jesus would have said nothing when he would had just an idea what some ppl do with his teachings?

If he had at least 1/10 of compassion in him that they say, then I’m sure that he would be more careful with his words. I don’t think nobody really knows what Jesus has thought. Some old churches say that he taught reincarnation and vegetarianism. Religions adopted and changed the teachings of their masters according to their needs. If all Buddha’s words were actually his, he would have to talk for a hundred years continuosly. The Dalai Lama once asked, in an TV-interview I saw, what he thinks of the ppl who worship him as a living God. He giggled and said that these ppl are stupid <giggle and that he is only a simple monk. But that is their fault, not his. <giggle

I’ve seen at least 5 interviews with Dalai Lama and on the all of them that question came up. The answer was also the same, giggle and ‘I’m just a simple monk’. But i’ve never heard him say that these people are stupid. Hari Om Taras

Response:

There is to me nothing that should be keept closed up. There is especially no wisedom that shouldn’t be shared! That kind of thinking is very irresponsible. You can give a knife to a cook and he’ll make u a meal, or you can give it to a mad man and he’ll hurt himself, you or others. In such case, if you did it knowingly, u ARE responsible, not only moraly but also legaly.You say: "Let’s give knifes to all of them, we don’t care what they’ll do with them". Because words can hurt people. Would you give a bottle of pesticide to your two years old child and explain to him that it’s very useful in your garden?

But we are not talking about knifes or pesticides, hm? Of course words can hurt – but the words of a master are not meant to hurt anything else except of your ego. And wise words are also not meant to hurt. You are comparing apples with pears – as we say in german. I still am not convinced that anybody who is able to handle a computer, find the alt.yoga newsgroup in the usenet and read this quote will use it seriously as a legitimation to drink himself to dead " but Osho said that’s the way to enlightment! " ;-) I think that the situation dramatically has changed in the past 30 years. Ppl are ready to know now. My Yoga-Master often says that the age of the masters is gone. No more "Tell me, I want to know" instead "I can tell you because I know". Ppl will become Masters on their own. Are u sure things changed so much? What has actually change? Besides some technical advances the things are still more or less the same.

Oh, many things have changed! If I recall the political, social and spiritual situation in europe 60 years ago – or even 30 years ago! Politics have changed – I saw an TV-talkshow record these days from 1976 – and they seriously asked there "Why do we need to protect the environment? It worked all fine the last view hundred years wiithout that .." Now, nobody anymore (except Mr. Bush …) doupt that it is essential to protect the environment. The man – woman relationship has changed. The attitude towards sexual issues has changed. 40 years ago it was a crime to be homosexual – now one of the biggest party in my town is the "Christopher Street Day"-Parade and just a view days ago for the first time in history a german politician outed himself publicly to be homosexual. 30 years ago other spiritual groups than the christian churches have been banned – now they are wellcomned. And many things more have changed, are changing, and will change … You can’t never be a Master on your own.

But you have to. You cant hand the responsibility for that to somebody else. Nobody can Master you except you. Books can never teach you what the Master can.

Well, but you can practice< Yoga. You don’t just only have to read about it. And nobody can master Yoga for you – you’ll have to do it yourself. A Master only may be a source of inspiration and a rolemodell, but the dicipline and responsibility must be yours. Obvoiusly you have the Master, do you really think there can be a replacement for him/her?

Of course. To me he is a Master-teacher. Teachers are still needed! I agree in that. Do you really think you can do it on your own?

Well, I have to! Who else would do it for me?? I’m a lazy guy – tell me somebody that I can hand over that work that I have to do and I’ll be fine! :-) Osho himself rejected old master-disciple tradition in the beginning , but later glorified the meaning of the Master.

I don’t know about that. Do you think Jesus would have said nothing when he would had just an idea what some ppl do with his teachings? If he had at least 1/10 of compassion in him that they say, then I’m sure that he would be more careful with his words. I don’t think nobody really knows what Jesus has thought. Some old churches say that he taught reincarnation and vegetarianism. Religions adopted and changed the teachings of their masters according to their needs. If all Buddha’s words were actually his, he would have to talk for a hundred years continuosly.

I recall that I read an Osho quote that says something like that one should not beliefe in words – because they are only a bridge to the truth – they are not truth itself. So it is important what happens within you while you read these words, if they inspire you. If they don’t – they have no value in themself, they are just a tool – a bridge. The Dalai Lama once asked, in an TV-interview I saw, what he thinks of the ppl who worship him as a living God. He giggled and said that these ppl are stupid <giggle and that he is only a simple monk. But that is their fault, not his. <giggle I’ve seen at least 5 interviews with Dalai Lama and on the all of them that question came up. The answer was also the same, giggle and ‘I’m just a simple monk’. But i’ve never heard him say that these people are stupid.

It was an interview with an german professor held in Dharmsalam. This guy was very serious, stiff and the Dalai Lama was relaxed and made jokes. I recall that very well because I was surprised to hear him say that – but he said it in a funny way :-) No humor – no compassion. He prooves that!  :-) Hari Om + Sat Nam – Hari Har Singh

Response:

It was a TV documentary about cults. I don’t know if all information on this show were true.  Maybe sombody wanted to portrait Osho’s movement as a deadly cult. I did however find a site about Osho’s private army. http://www.evergreen.edu/users6/stagav08/Project2.htm

Another good reason not to believe what you see in TV perhaps? There was no doubt that sister Sheila (who was given charge of the Oregon Ranch) was insecure and due to excesses. She built up only a moderate sized security force (and yes there was certainly a need for security as the locals were always threatening to come out and run the Osho people out). All the people that I knew from the ranch, none ever fired a weapon in their life, nor we they recruited to do so. Just to say given the phobic media barrage against eastern Cults in the US during the eighties, even I had this "image" of "the ranch" until I moved to a rural conference and retreat center in rural Northern California, who had thirty some odd Osho refugees in  resident. I got to know most of these people (some quite well) over many years, and I found them exceptionally open, sensitive, gentle, honest, happy, and self empowered. Since then I have met many more, and I am impressed by most of them. When I compare the story that they give with the standard media story, the disparities are like day and night. Just sharing the other side. Namaste!

Response:

Thanks for the report. It’s funny how these rumors spread. Charges were made about failure to pay taxes and general financial improprieties. There were no armed conflicts unless you count the few local drunks who came out to confront the commune, but even there no guns went off. Simply put, Osho scared the heck out the local Oregonians, breaking taboo where ever they went,  and the locals freaked. The feds waited until Osho was at the commune and raided it, arresting Osho and refusing bond. They even refused to charge him, keeping him prisoner incommunicado for over a week until they got him to sign over the whole ranch to the government in turn for his life. Then, he was allowed to go back to India, but his health never recovered (he claimed until his death that they poisoned him). I personally know at least 30 former Osho sunnyasins from Oregon, none of them heard of any violence.

– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – Taras, I am not aware of any armed conflict or casualties regarding Osho’s group. Please let me know your sources or references. Thank you. It was a documentary series about cults, that i’ve seen a few years ago (i can’t remember the exact title). It was about Osho’s movement, which was at that time known as Rajneeshism. As I recall, the main problem was a disciple of Rajneesh, who took control in her hands. The ashram in US had a problem with local authorities. This disciple organized a private army which ended up in a some kind of conflict with local police. After this incident Osho was expelled from US and the rebel disciple escaped, but was arrested later and charged of murder.

Response:

– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – Now, that is a problem. Because everything can be miss-understood. Yes, everything can be miss-understood. But there are some statements that are especially delicate. There are many so called ‘teachings’ which have caused lot of problems, for example islamic concept of jihad-holy war. Some say that represent inner struggle, but in the history many unnesessary wars started because of it. At least it was to some ppl possible to even miss-understand this silence. It seems so. After that his movement fell into some ugly troubles. What can you do? At least use common sense. One has to consider to whome is talking to. The statment from your tip of the day would be appropriate in a small group of advanced disciples and shouln’t be said in public.

I don’t agree Taras. There is to me nothing that should be keept closed up. There is especially no wisedom that shouldn’t be shared! I don’t call myself a advanced diciple – I’m absolutely not – I’m a very lazy person practicing a little bit Yoga. I know a lot of ppl that are much more advanced, practice much more Yoga and / or meditation and would do understand this sentence too. Many of them normal ppl working in an office or so. I think that the situation dramatically has changed in the past 30 years. Ppl are ready to know now. My Yoga-Master often says that the age of the masters is gone. No more "Tell me, I want to know" instead "I can tell you because I know". Ppl will become Masters on their own. I recall that Osho had daily talks to 6000 to 10.000 diciples. He was debating with religious leaders in india about philosophy and religion in front of 10thousands of ppl on public places in india long before he became the "sex-guru". He was a professor for philosophy at an university. His talks are translated into many languages. I doubt that he can or even wanted to care about some ppl who may read what he said and do NOT understand him. Do you think Jesus would have said nothing when he would had just an idea what some ppl do with his teachings? I doupt that. And Jesus was heavily missunderstood in his living days too. No, there is nothing about spirituality that should be kept secret. It must be taught openly and spread weherever possible so that it can evaluated by the ppl through experience. At least it is in my responsibility if I do under- or missunder-stand something. And it is totaly in my responsibility if I use something for inspiration or for missuse of my existence. Osho or anybody else is not to blame for my missunderstandings. The Dalai Lama once asked, in an TV-interview I saw, what he thinks of the ppl who worship him as a living God. He giggled and said that these ppl are stupid <giggle and that he is only a simple monk. But that is their fault, not his. <giggle ;-) Difficult situation …  even for a Master! Bare in mind what "enlightened" master means. Yoga teaches that nirvikalpa samadhi brings threefold insight: past, present and future! That means that a true guru should have an ability to predict the future at least to some degree. Or at least he/she should be able to predict consequences of his/her own actions.

Hm, maybe this is a statement from my small unenlightend point of view. Maybe to them this all is indeed just a big game – easy to handle and totally relaxed. But if not, than he should at least be able to use his common sense and posess an fairly normal dose of inteligence.

Well, that he wasn’t intelligent nobody would state I guess :-) Otherwise what kind of master is he/she?

Good question! Sat Nam – Hari Har Singh

Response:

Now, that is a problem. Because everything can be miss-understood.

Yes, everything can be miss-understood. But there are some statements that are especially delicate. There are many so called ‘teachings’ which have caused lot of problems, for example islamic concept of jihad-holy war. Some say that represent inner struggle, but in the history many unnesessary wars started because of it. At least it was to some ppl possible to even miss-understand this silence.

It seems so. After that his movement fell into some ugly troubles. What can you do?

At least use common sense. One has to consider to whome is talking to. The statment from your tip of the day would be appropriate in a small group of advanced disciples and shouln’t be said in public. Difficult situation …  even for a Master!

Bare in mind what "enlightened" master means. Yoga teaches that nirvikalpa samadhi brings threefold insight: past, present and future! That means that a true guru should have an ability to predict the future at least to some degree. Or at least he/she should be able to predict consequences of his/her own actions. But if not, than he should at least be able to use his common sense and posess an fairly normal dose of inteligence. Otherwise what kind of master is he/she?

Response:

– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – About the quote: I know that there are allways more than 1 way to understand what somebody says. I understood that he referrenced to something we would call a spiritual experience or a Kundalini experience. That something feels good for you blissful, peaceful, spontaneous, happening on its own accord – that’s to me also the description of the experience of beeing or going with your own rythm, your beeing. This can be indeed everything, not only kneeling in the church and praying to God :-) As a yogi you are aware of negative impacts of the alcohol on the body and mind. It seems you also have theoretical and practical knowledge about yoga philosophy. The problem is that many people, especially in the west, don’t have that spritual knowledge. What kind of interpretation would they make out of these words? Yoga is a hard way to conquer suffering. Drugs are the easy way. For somebody who had a difficult life these words can be an excuse for choosing the easy way.

I never made experiences with alcohol as a drug. But when I hear the reports about alcohol addicts (I don’t want to start another marihuana discussion here! :-) , how they and their familys suffer I cannot imagine it as the "easy way". This is in my country common knowledge to most of the ppl – regardless if they are practicing Yoga or not most of them know that beeing an alcohol addict is NOT an easy way. Even the addicts know that. The problem is that many don’t think of themselves as beeing an addict … but that is another topic. I know, what you mean with "easy" – that it is easier to numb your nerves so that they are insensitive to pain instead of going through the pain with the only aid of your breath. But at least I think we both agree that it is not the "easier way". Deeshan send me quote today that fits in this: "The things we are afraid of seem to be like high mountains to climb. When we have gone through them they were in fact very small hills. Tricky mind." — Unknown source I’m sure that Osho had in mind the same interpretation as you. But as an enlightened master he should also predict that there are people who will take it the wrong way.

Now, that is a problem. Because everything can be miss-understood. Maybe that was also a reason that he choose a 5years long period of silence and saying nothing. Because when you say nothing there is also nothing to miss-understood. At least it was to some ppl possible to even miss-understand this silence. What can you do? Difficult situation …  even for a Master! – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – People killed? That is a new information I didn’t knew about. It was a TV documentary about cults. I don’t know if all information on this show were true.  Maybe sombody wanted to portrait Osho’s movement as a deadly cult. I did however find a site about Osho’s private army. http://www.evergreen.edu/users6/stagav08/Project2.htm Oridinary person can’t comprehend deeds of enlightened master. I’m not so shure about that … but maybe that’s right.   :-) A master and a disciple went along the river and they saw a drowning child screaming for help. Master said: "Just ignore him and keep walking!" A child drowned and a dicipled asked: "How could you just leave him die?" The master said: "If that child had survive, he would become ruthless king and would excecute thousands innocent people. We just saved their lives."

Interesting and maybe true. But I intuitively dislike the message of this story. It is also not what Osho told his diciples. He allways encouraged them to not simply believe what he said, to check if it is true. But on the same time he also asked them to surrender in him – paradox, hm? I think there is no general sollution – the master / diciple relationship is a very private, unique and individual relationship and nothing static but growing and constantly changing. Ever changing as every relationship. Sat Nam – Hari Har Singh

Response:

About the quote: I know that there are allways more than 1 way to understand what somebody says. I understood that he referrenced to something we would call a spiritual experience or a Kundalini experience. That something feels good for you blissful, peaceful, spontaneous, happening on its own accord – that’s to me also the description of the experience of beeing or going with your own rythm, your beeing. This can be indeed everything, not only kneeling in the church and praying to God :-)

As a yogi you are aware of negative impacts of the alcohol on the body and mind. It seems you also have theoretical and practical knowledge about yoga philosophy. The problem is that many people, especially in the west, don’t have that spritual knowledge. What kind of interpretation would they make out of these words? Yoga is a hard way to conquer suffering. Drugs are the easy way. For somebody who had a difficult life these words can be an excuse for choosing the easy way. I’m sure that Osho had in mind the same interpretation as you. But as an enlightened master he should also predict that there are people who will take it the wrong way. People killed? That is a new information I didn’t knew about.

It was a TV documentary about cults. I don’t know if all information on this show were true.  Maybe sombody wanted to portrait Osho’s movement as a deadly cult. I did however find a site about Osho’s private army. http://www.evergreen.edu/users6/stagav08/Project2.htm Oridinary person can’t comprehend deeds of enlightened master. I’m not so shure about that … but maybe that’s right.   :-)

A master and a disciple went along the river and they saw a drowning child screaming for help. Master said: "Just ignore him and keep walking!" A child drowned and a dicipled asked: "How could you just leave him die?" The master said: "If that child had survive, he would become ruthless king and would excecute thousands innocent people. We just saved their lives."

Response:

– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – Taras, I am not aware of any armed conflict or casualties regarding Osho’s group. Please let me know your sources or references. Thank you. It was a documentary series about cults, that i’ve seen a few years ago (i can’t remember the exact title). It was about Osho’s movement, which was at that time known as Rajneeshism. As I recall, the main problem was a disciple of Rajneesh, who took control in her hands. The ashram in US had a problem with local authorities. This disciple organized a private army which ended up in a some kind of conflict with local police. After this incident Osho was expelled from US and the rebel disciple escaped, but was arrested later and charged of murder.

As far as I know not for murder. The diciples name is Ma Sheela, she was for 5 years Bhagwahns closest diciple / secretary during his silence period. She has an old-peoples home in switzerland now. Hari Har Singh

Response:

Taras, I am not aware of any armed conflict or casualties regarding Osho’s group. Please let me know your sources or references. Thank you.

It was a documentary series about cults, that i’ve seen a few years ago (i can’t remember the exact title). It was about Osho’s movement, which was at that time known as Rajneeshism. As I recall, the main problem was a disciple of Rajneesh, who took control in her hands. The ashram in US had a problem with local authorities. This disciple organized a private army which ended up in a some kind of conflict with local police. After this incident Osho was expelled from US and the rebel disciple escaped, but was arrested later and charged of murder.

Response:

Be careful, you may offend Mr. Singh. If you do, he will put you on the "ignore corner", you may read your posts but others won’t, and worse, no beer there:^) I hope he isn’t offended.

Of course I’m not :-) I’m not an Sanyassin – and if I would be I allso would agree if somebody would call Osho a crazy one and a fraud. :-) He was so many things – this he was definetely too! By the way: He collected about 60 – 90 Rolls Royce as far as I know… He had the largest Rolls Royce collection a private person ever had. And all of them have been sould with profit to wealthy us-american sanyassins ;-) About the quote: I know that there are allways more than 1 way to understand what somebody says. I didn’t understood Oshos quote that way that beeing an alcoholic because you "enjoy" it is a path – allthough it can be said, that if you are an alcoholic that is definetely the path you have choosen to walk! I understood that he referrenced to something we would call a spiritual experience or a Kundalini experience. That something feels good for you blissful, peaceful, spontaneous, happening on its own accord – that’s to me also the description of the experience of beeing or going with your own rythm, your beeing. This can be indeed everything, not only kneeling in the church and praying to God :-) I understood this quote as bringing spirituality into the daily life. I don’t think he would kick me or anyone else out just because he/she doesn’t 100% agree with him, as long it is done polite. (btw is this what happened to Danijel Turina?)

I didn’t kick anybody. I simply don’t read their postings anymore. But that’s nothing unusual. There is a lot of stuff I don’t read. I don’t have the time and space to study all postings – so I have to select. And all the stupid, senseless, offensive, trollish, much to argumentive etc. stuff I don’t have t read. That’s called Ahimsa – control of the senses.  :-) Difficult to practice on the usenet, but I try to do my very best – for me. I’m not an expert on Osho’s teachings, I’ve read some parts of his books (which were quite interesting) and i’ve seen a documentary about him and his movement. His ’sannyasins’ seemed to enjoy themselves very much. Osho himself managed to collect a few dozen Rollce Royses. He said he is a man of simple taste, he likes the best! I don’t recall completely how the show ended, but i know it involved an armed conflict between his private army and government forces with few causalties.

People killed? That is a new information I didn’t knew about. I can tell you that they have now a very large comune in pune, a "Meditation Resort" (they call it "Club Med" :-) – and they are still expanding (want to build a large5 star hotel there). Since the late eighties they are not anymore required to wear read / maroon cloths so you cannot identify them on the streets anymore. But there are still a lot of them around, the group is still expanding as far as I’m informed. More informations can be found on www.osho.org Oridinary person can’t comprehend deeds of enlightened master.

I’m not so shure about that … but maybe that’s right.   :-) On the other hand there are many frauds around. One is free to form his/her opinion. But one thing is a fact: Osho’s path transcends the concept of ‘tapas’

Sat Nam – Hari Har Singh

Response:

Be careful, you may offend Mr. Singh. If you do, he will put you on the "ignore corner", you may read your posts but others won’t, and worse, no beer there:^) I hope he isn’t offended. I don’t think he would kick me or anyone else out just because he/she doesn’t 100% agree with him, as long it is done polite. (btw is this what happened to Danijel Turina?)

Yes, I believe so. I’m not an expert on Osho’s teachings, I’ve read some parts of his books (which were quite interesting) and i’ve seen a documentary about him and his movement. His ’sannyasins’ seemed to enjoy themselves very much. Osho himself managed to collect a few dozen Rollce Royses. He said he is a man of simple taste, he likes the best! I don’t recall completely how the show ended, but i know it involved an armed conflict between his private army and government forces with few causalties.

Instead of queting the vrittis, Rajnessh "flew" with them. This was his approach, it is neither right nor wrong. If he was able to successfully effect constructive life changes in his disciples then it is cool. Oridinary person can’t comprehend deeds of enlightened master. On the other hand there are many frauds around. One is free to form his/her opinion. But one thing is a fact: Osho’s path transcends the concept of ‘tapas’

I once posted something in alt.yoga that related to this, here I have reproduced it for you: Anyone who have read and understood Paramhansa Yogananda’s autobiography would naturally want to learn and practice Kriya Yoga. Not because of direct transmission from Mahavatar Babaji, orthodox Lahiri-ism, kechari mudra, prolonged absorption or other subtleties that seems to be of issue today, but because of Yoganandaji’s life, a peaceful, joyful, affluent and complete life. Kriya Yoga means "applied oneness" from the Sanskrit kri "to do" and yuj "to yoke". It is the reestablishment of one’s connection with life’s wholeness. When you circulate the life force via the six psychoenergetic centers in the spine, psycho-emotional barriers to the ascent of the coiled-up spinal energy are gradually washed off. This is because the vrittis ceases due to the frictionless flow of conscious awareness. When and if this primal force ever goes up, it will coerce the soul essence in the anahata padma to rise up to the medullary center. When this happens one will be able to penetrate the florescent white light in the center of the indigo orb [existing at the juncture of the spine and skull] reflected in the kutashta. The result will be an explosion of all self-generated limitations, and one will find himself as both nirguna and saguna. Everything in life comes from Parabrahm or God the Father, it is due to his will that this material world is existent. The chair where you are sitting appears to be solid because it is vibrating in enormous speed. Vibration is the manifested potency of the will of God. When you experience oneness you will behold everything as they truly are — Light. The light that we see is not real Light, for real Light exposes everything as they truly are. All the things that separates us is gone, "us" is perceived as "Thou" which is "I am". Aum is heard. Aum (pronounced "owm") is the sound generated by the perpetual movement that animates the universe. This is accompanied by an indescribable joyful feeling. I myself, having experienced it, cannot believe that it is possible. It is inconceivable. But it can be attained by practice of the first pranayama, extended meditation, and a life of virtue. The accessory practices are not as important, but are also somewhat useful. Spiritual evolution varies, so one cannot really make generalizations. This experience does not usually come during practice, it can come anytime, even when at work. The central principle involved in the successful (result generating) practice is, in my humble experience, surrender. Others speak about doing it with "purposeful intention", I disagree. There should be no expectation as to the outcome whatsoever, expectations agitate the mind and encourages fluctuations. Real Kriya Yoga experience cannot occur in this way. Everyone who have ascended to relevant heights in their sadhana have learned the spiritual virtue of submission. Not submission to another human being, for this will only result to fanaticism and manipulation, but submission to one’s true Self, portions of which are revealed during the practice of deep meditation. The bliss that is felt is distinct from ordinary human emotions. One doesn’t just feel it but sort of becomes it … for a time. Imagine a mirror fully covered with some sticky moisture. When faced against the sun, it can only reflect a muddled light image. This is the state of the uninitiated. Now, imagine that this very same mirror has been forcefully wiped a bit by a clean cloth. The portion that has been cleansed will clearly reflect the light of the sun. This is the state of the newly initiated sadhaka. Again, imagine the mirror being wiped up to the middle, revealing a crystal clear half. The light of the sun reflected will be very bright. This is the state of the advanced initiate who is very faithful in his sadhana, and the fruits of his practice begin to show in his everyday affairs. If you remove almost all the sticky moisture off the mirror, leaving only around five percent muddled, then it appears as if it is perfectly reflecting the light of the sun. Because of the glare one tends to withdraw the scrutinizing look and assumes that the mirror is fully reflective. This is the state of the one who attains sabikalpa samadhi, one who have experienced God but is not yet fully unified with Him. If the mirror is totally rid of its mist then looking at it and looking straight at the sun will have no difference. This is the avataric state, or the descent of divinity into flesh, Brahman-Atman. To attain to this level is the power, purpose and meaning of Kriya Yoga, "Sam’kriyayog yogo ityukto jiva’tma ‘Parama’tmanah" Aum, peace, Amen! Brahman-Atmananda

Response:

Taras, I am not aware of any armed conflict or casualties regarding Osho’s group. Please let me know your sources or references. Thank you.

– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – I’m not an expert on Osho’s teachings, I’ve read some parts of his books (which were quite interesting) and i’ve seen a documentary about him and his movement. His ’sannyasins’ seemed to enjoy themselves very much. Osho himself managed to collect a few dozen Rollce Royses. He said he is a man of simple taste, he likes the best! I don’t recall completely how the show ended, but i know it involved an armed conflict between his private army and government forces with few causalties. Oridinary person can’t comprehend deeds of enlightened master. On the other hand there are many frauds around. One is free to form his/her opinion. But one thing is a fact: Osho’s path transcends the concept of ‘tapas’

Response:

Thank you Taras. I wanted just to emphasize that release of the samskaras, the cessation of the vrttis, and the removal of the kleshas (negative emotional afflictions), removes the dukha (pain), thus it feels good and is the true desire of the heart (once we are able to discern the difference) which indeed as you say is the result of some success. Thus it seems to me that your practice should be leading you somewhat toward this inner realization and wisdom. Here one feels truly happy and this shines forth in all our relations. Hari Om Tat Sat.

– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – :-)  yes, there is "real" bliss and "REAL" bliss :-) This is valuable to discern. The former is a release from an oppression , a freedom rom  –short and temporary and bringing lasting happiness. It is "normally" a neurotic compensation.adaptation for the craving that is brought about from separation from the Self, is it not? It can make things worse (as being lost in our lust, greed, and pursuit of lasting happiness in endless sublimation, or it can be harmless/neutral if we indulge without attachment or illusion. Sadhana is hindered when we are afraid of these desires, when we build up tension and stress around them, try to repress them, go into denial, or pretend that they do not exist. Yes, the old habitual ways of dealing with "discomfort" may arise (vasanas) but to recognize them as they are and to not become seduced nor attached to acting them out produces a certain amount of liberation and energy. I agree. That is a real ‘tapas’. Still, it’s very hard to practice it. As I understand Osho’s teaching, it goes in totally different direction. ‘Whatever feels good, it is your path?’. I did that for 25 years and i didn’t get far. How many beers can one drink before he ends up in Betty Ford? Yes, exactly and this is a sign of spiritual maturity where the struggle goes into non-striving, i.e., where sadhana changes from struggle and striving  into effortlessness grace, release (vairaga), and joyful surrender (isvara pranidhana). Here we follow naturally the bliss in the transpersonal/non-dual Heart. Here there is neither too little, nor too much and the cravings that arise are seen as a recognition as the longing of the heart who has become momentarily dissuaded. Returning to the Heart feels good — it is Sat Chit Ananda! Beautifuly said. But 99% of the people including me are still very far from that. Samadhi leads to what you describe. If that was reality for me, I wouldn’t be writing on this usenet. Since a friend who studies in the Mahamudra tradition of Tibetan yoga, gave me this last night at a kirtan. I would like to share an extract from it with you, Karas. Thank you for a beauiful text. I wish me, you and everybody else could attain that immovable wisdom in this lifetime. Hari Om Taras

Response:

- Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – :-)  yes, there is "real" bliss and "REAL" bliss :-) This is valuable to discern. The former is a release from an oppression , a freedom rom  –short and temporary and bringing lasting happiness. It is "normally" a neurotic compensation.adaptation for the craving that is brought about from separation from the Self, is it not? It can make things worse (as being lost in our lust, greed, and pursuit of lasting happiness in endless sublimation, or it can be harmless/neutral if we indulge without attachment or illusion. Sadhana is hindered when we are afraid of these desires, when we build up tension and stress around them, try to repress them, go into denial, or pretend that they do not exist. Yes, the old habitual ways of dealing with "discomfort" may arise (vasanas) but to recognize them as they are and to not become seduced nor attached to acting them out produces a certain amount of liberation and energy.

I agree. That is a real ‘tapas’. Still, it’s very hard to practice it. As I understand Osho’s teaching, it goes in totally different direction. ‘Whatever feels good, it is your path?’. I did that for 25 years and i didn’t get far. How many beers can one drink before he ends up in Betty Ford? Yes, exactly and this is a sign of spiritual maturity where the struggle goes into non-striving, i.e., where sadhana changes from struggle and striving  into effortlessness grace, release (vairaga), and joyful surrender (isvara pranidhana). Here we follow naturally the bliss in the transpersonal/non-dual Heart. Here there is neither too little, nor too much and the cravings that arise are seen as a recognition as the longing of the heart who has become momentarily dissuaded. Returning to the Heart feels good — it is Sat Chit Ananda!

Beautifuly said. But 99% of the people including me are still very far from that. Samadhi leads to what you describe. If that was reality for me, I wouldn’t be writing on this usenet. Since a friend who studies in the Mahamudra tradition of Tibetan yoga, gave me this last night at a kirtan. I would like to share an extract from it with you, Karas.

Thank you for a beauiful text. I wish me, you and everybody else could attain that immovable wisdom in this lifetime. Hari Om Taras

Response:

Yesterday during the meditation i felt an natural bliss to get me a XXL sandwich and a cold beer. That urge comes to me very often, a few times a day. I don’t know if that’s my path, but it certainly feels good. Taras (i’m still waiting for my first Rolls Royce)

Be careful, you may offend Mr. Singh. If you do, he will put you on the "ignore corner", you may read your posts but others won’t, and worse, no beer there:^)

Response:

Be careful, you may offend Mr. Singh. If you do, he will put you on the "ignore corner", you may read your posts but others won’t, and worse, no beer there:^)

I hope he isn’t offended. I don’t think he would kick me or anyone else out just because he/she doesn’t 100% agree with him, as long it is done polite. (btw is this what happened to Danijel Turina?) I’m not an expert on Osho’s teachings, I’ve read some parts of his books (which were quite interesting) and i’ve seen a documentary about him and his movement. His ’sannyasins’ seemed to enjoy themselves very much. Osho himself managed to collect a few dozen Rollce Royses. He said he is a man of simple taste, he likes the best! I don’t recall completely how the show ended, but i know it involved an armed conflict between his private army and government forces with few causalties. Oridinary person can’t comprehend deeds of enlightened master. On the other hand there are many frauds around. One is free to form his/her opinion. But one thing is a fact: Osho’s path transcends the concept of ‘tapas’

Response:

The Meditation Tip of the Day – June 06, 2001 A simple criterion should be remembered: whatever feels good for you – blissful, peaceful, spontaneous, happening on its own accord – that is your path. Osho http://www.deeshan.com The Meditation Tip is available for FREE as a wallpaper for your computer. See the details at: http://www.paperquote.com/subscribe/index.htm —–NOTICE—– If you would like to sponsor this service or put an ad here, please contact To Subscribe send a blank email to To Unsubscribe send a blank email to: Your use of Yahoo! Groups is subject to http://docs.yahoo.com/info/terms/

Response:

Yesterday during the meditation i felt an natural bliss to get me a XXL sandwich and a cold beer. That urge comes to me very often, a few times a day. I don’t know if that’s my path, but it certainly feels good. Taras (i’m still waiting for my first Rolls Royce)

Response:

Yesterday during the meditation i felt an natural bliss to get me a XXL sandwich and a cold beer. That urge comes to me very often, a few times a day. I don’t know if that’s my path, but it certainly feels good.

 Boy, do I hear that. But, moderation in everything

Response:

Yes, well I never found a sandwhich or beer to provide any bliss — what kind of beer do you drink? :-) I remember i attended a Vedanta Society conference once many years ago in Olema,  where the guest speaker was a Greek Orthodox Father. He delivered a lecture whose theme was "Following your heart — It was that the alchemy of the Heart had the potential of transforming ordinary experiences into sacred experiences. Boy, did he get a lot of flack afterwards from the audience during the question and answer period (much of which was downright hostile to a point that teh Swami had to stand up in defnese of his premise).  It seems that many people did not trust their heart, their feelings, or emotions, but rather judged them to be evil and in need of being repressed. The good father tried to explain that these "feeelings" were neurotoic cravings,  due to the repression of the Heart, not the Natural yearning of the Heart for union which brings actual fulfillment and satisfaction. It seems that many people in the audience felt threatened by the Father’s premise that within the Heart of man abides love and innate bliss waiting to be revealed, but rather that salvation waited for them by controlling their inner most feelings and being swept away some how to God’s further shore. Most people expressed their fear of feeling period. It seemed to me that with that attitude, the duality and separation were being reinforced to a point of a hopeless dualistic separation and alienation. The question and answer period was a real revelation to me, moreso than the actual lecture which preceded it.

– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – Yesterday during the meditation i felt an natural bliss to get me a XXL sandwich and a cold beer. That urge comes to me very often, a few times a day. I don’t know if that’s my path, but it certainly feels good. Taras (i’m still waiting for my first Rolls Royce)

Response:

Yes, well I never found a sandwhich or beer to provide any bliss — what kind of beer do you drink? :-)

Any kind will do, as long it’s ice cold. (hot day, 35 degrees in the shadow…, it can be a real bliss :-) ) Boy, did he get a lot of flack afterwards from the audience during the question and answer period (much of which was downright hostile to a point that teh Swami had to stand up in defnese of his premise).  It seems that many people did not trust their heart, their feelings, or emotions, but rather judged them to be evil and in need of being repressed. The good father tried to explain that these "feeelings" were neurotoic cravings,  due to the repression of the Heart, not the Natural yearning of the Heart for union which brings actual fulfillment and satisfaction.

It’s really hard to differentiate between these cravings and real ‘heart’ feelings. Ego can operate on very profound and subtle levels. Many times when analyzing my thoughts (even those which appeared very spiritual) i found out that there’s an egoistical thinking behind them.  (expectations, bragging, pride regarding my ’spiritualitiy’ and ‘cleverness’).

Response:

Any kind will do, as long it’s ice cold. (hot day, 35 degrees in the shadow…, it can be a real bliss :-) )

:-)  yes, there is "real" bliss and "REAL" bliss :-) This is valuable to discern. The former is a release from an oppression , a freedom rom  –short and temporary and bringing lasting happiness. It is "normally" a neurotic compensation.adaptation for the craving that is brought about from separation from the Self, is it not? It can make things worse (as being lost in our lust, greed, and pursuit of lasting happiness in endless sublimation, or it can be harmless/neutral if we indulge without attachment or illusion. Sadhana is hindered when we are afraid of these desires, when we build up tension and stress around them, try to repress them, go into denial, or pretend that they do not exist. Yes, the old habitual ways of dealing with "discomfort" may arise (vasanas) but to recognize them as they are and to not become seduced nor attached to acting them out produces a certain amount of liberation and energy. It’s really hard to differentiate between these cravings and real ‘heart’ feelings. Ego can operate on very profound and subtle levels. Many times when analyzing my thoughts (even those which appeared very spiritual) i found out that there’s an egoistical thinking behind them.  (expectations, bragging, pride regarding my ’spiritualitiy’ and ‘cleverness’).

Yes, exactly and this is a sign of spiritual maturity where the struggle goes into non-striving, i.e., where sadhana changes from struggle and striving  into effortlessness grace, release (vairaga), and joyful surrender (isvara pranidhana). Here we follow naturally the bliss in the transpersonal/non-dual Heart. Here there is neither too little, nor too much and the cravings that arise are seen as a recognition as the longing of the heart who has become momentarily dissuaded. Returning to the Heart feels good — it is Sat Chit Ananda! Since a friend who studies in the Mahamudra tradition of Tibetan yoga, gave me this last night at a kirtan. I would like to share an extract from it with you, Karas. It is on this subject, except it comes from a Buddhist perspective whose context is the meditation of no-meditation. It is based on the non-dual view that in Reality everything is inter-connected , while the separateness (of individual or fragmented dharmas) is the illusion. This Reality is not bound by time and place, yet is found within it as well. Dharmakaya The self-arising  wisdom inherent within all sentient beings, unmade and unsought, exists as such as Dharmakaya. Do not fixate on renouncing or receiving, but rest instead within this state (called Dharmadhatu). Unmoving, unthinking, essence. like a great mountain of equanimity, uncreated, self accomplished, omni-present; the space of this ground is truly vast. Unchanging, universal lord of kaya and wisdom — Vase of noble attainment, great self arising empowerment! Since the essence and the actual vessel of the phenomenal world are eternal self-existence — reflecting sacred presence — this need not be sought or produced. The nature is self existing. It does all for you. Everything blossoms as great. self-existing spontaneity. When one looks within at the purified mind of yoga insight; groundless and independent. It is free from names and static form — ascribations of any kind. It is not seen as expressible by characteristics. One dispenses with organized view and meditation. Natural, even and vast, pervasive and all encompassing, impractical, unbounded by sessions or retreats, it ranges freely, completely, and totally unrestricted. Not referring to body, object or appearance, vast as the space of sky, totally-all encompassing, inner dharmas, grasped as self are non-existent. One sees objects that seemed to be external, as ethereal, tenuous wraiths of diaphanous, fluid transparency, ungraspable,protean bubbles,hollow pretensions of substance. No dharmas are there to be grasped as objective reference points. Sound and appearance, understanding and memory, experience and feeling, are none of them as they were before. What’s this?…The appearance of madness? Am I dreaming? One could ask such questions. Free from perception of enemies as well as friends, free from desire and hatred, near and far, with no bounded partialities of day or night, with neither distinction nor preference in total single equality, one awakens from samsara’s fixation reference points. Since self-arising wisdom is not seen as a (separate) self, it escapes the cage of accepting, rejecting, renouncing, and antidotes. If there is that realization, there is Non-Dual Wisdom. The vision of self arising Samantabhadra is gained. This is the ground of exhaustion with no place to fall back. Not realizing equality, the self-arising state;  having become attached to words like non-duality, if one puts one’s confidence in the conceptual; notion that one should have ideas about anything whatsoever, one’s wrong conception is the space of ignorant darkness. Therefore train in that which is self-arising and changeless in perfect contemplation of the non-dual noble  monarch. The three worlds are already completely liberated. That is the meaning intended by it being said; "Samsara and Nirvana do not exist as two". Coming forth from within the nature of "itself", the fortress of Dharmakaya spontaneously arises. Completely pure like space. Its rising transcends example. While one has attachment to the individuality of "this or that", dualistic thinking arises, and one is caught in the cage of confusion of self and other. When "this" is unbounded by anything different, all is the all-encompassing equality, and there remains nothing to serve as conceptual reference points. That is what is known as non-dual realization. So it has been said by Vajrasattva himself.

Response:

OT – You were right, Jack!

Question:

Janet, imagine what a lovely sight that would be!

Response:

toe and finger massage of the nose? I can manage the finger, but toe – not any more. ; )

Response:

how about "for" the nose.  that was a good one! gina

– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – toe and finger massage of the nose? I can manage the finger, but toe – not any more. ; )

Response:

Grannybird, You might like to read the article posted at http://www.healthscout.com/cgi-bin/WebObjects/Af?ap=55&id=104148.  I believe they reported that nasal irrigation was also a Yoga exercise.  I think I’ll just try the toe-and-finger massage myself! Gina

Since this is labelled OT….. I was at a seminar with a part on Yoga.  The Yoga master brought some students who demonstrated "drinking" milk through their noses – yes!  That’s exactly what they did.  Many in the audience were frankly disgusted by this, but I watched with an open and amazed mind.  They suck the milk through their nose and it passes out of the mouth into a pan. Not a pretty sight, but the results are reputed to be totally clear sinuses and a relief from upper respiratory problems. Janet Levy

Response:

Grannybird, You might like to read the article posted at http://www.healthscout.com/cgi-bin/WebObjects/Af?ap=55&id=104148.  I believe they reported that nasal irrigation was also a Yoga exercise.  I think I’ll just try the toe-and-finger massage myself! Gina

– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text – This is not about birds other than the fact that I think I am allergic to them. I went to the doc yesterday for a follow up and she told me the only thing that really helps people with chronic upper respiratory problems is snorting saline solution.  It took her only a couple of weeks to get rid of her problems after she started the salt thing.  Not that I doubted what Jack had to say – just wanted to mention here is another person it worked for and who advocates this practice. I still don’t know when I will have the nerve to try it.

Response:

: This is not about birds other than the fact that I think I am allergic : to them. : I went to the doc yesterday for a follow up and she told me the only : thing : that really helps people with chronic upper respiratory problems is : snorting saline : solution.  It took her only a couple of weeks to get rid of her problems : after she started the salt thing.  Not that I doubted what Jack had to : say – just wanted to mention here is another person it worked for and : who advocates this practice. : I still don’t know when I will have the nerve to try it. I use to get bronchitis during the winter because it’s so dry here in Colorado (which I know it’s as dry in NM) and there is saline in a nasel spray at the store that helped out a lot… Good luck! Caryn

Response:

This is not about birds other than the fact that I think I am allergic to them. I went to the doc yesterday for a follow up and she told me the only thing that really helps people with chronic upper respiratory problems is snorting saline solution. It took her only a couple of weeks to get rid of her problems after she started the salt thing. Not that I doubted what Jack had to say – just wanted to mention here is another person it worked for and who advocates this practice. I still don’t know when I will have the nerve to try it. What a bummer. As much as you like your birds it is a shame you have an allergy to them. If saline nasal spray will help that’s an easy cheap solution. Hope it works for yah. – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text -Money is truthful. If a man speaks of his honor, make him pay cash. Lazarus Long

Response:

that really helps people with chronic upper respiratory problems is snorting saline solution.  It took her only a couple of weeks to get rid of her problems snip I still don’t know when I will have the nerve to try it.

Actually I bought "Breathe Right" at Costco (2 pack for about $5.00) and I use it as needed  (since I cannot take Sudafed)  I was instructed to keep it in the fridge so it would be cold when I use it to help with drainage (that is if I can even breathe through my nose when I need to use it!) if yours is just for allergies you probably won’t need to chill it. It’s not terrible at all, just a little weird when it gets into the back canals of your nose, but bearable. Denise & Brian (and Spaz & Bobbi, the feathered ones)  Sometimes I’m torn between the desire to create,  and the desire to destroy                                   ~Lucy Van Pelt

Response:

This is not about birds other than the fact that I think I am allergic to them. I went to the doc yesterday for a follow up and she told me the only thing that really helps people with chronic upper respiratory problems is snorting saline solution.  It took her only a couple of weeks to get rid of her problems after she started the salt thing.  Not that I doubted what Jack had to say – just wanted to mention here is another person it worked for and who advocates this practice. I still don’t know when I will have the nerve to try it.

Response:

Yoga video for a beginner

Question:

Try any of the videos from Living Arts.  :-) – Hide quoted text — Show quoted text –   I have checked some yoga videos at block buster video, but  Jane Fonda’s or Naomi Campbell’s yoga don’t convince me much. Please give me some information on good yoga videos.   Thank you.

Response:

Best video is a real class :-) Try  it …you learn alot more…. What are you looking for from a video? Not to be corrected? Good luck Bill22 In article   I have checked some yoga videos at block buster video, but Jane Fonda’s or Naomi Campbell’s yoga don’t convince me much. Please give me some information on good yoga videos.   Thank you.

– It is of immense importance to learn to laugh at ourselves. –Katherine Mansfield//////Question of the day. Before you buy.

Response:

A real class is nice but not always available.Trust me I have looked

Response:

A real class is nice but not always available.Trust me I have looked

Dear Bruce, there are also Yoga workshops, weekend worshops, Week long Yoga festivals, Yoga holidays – also suitable for beginners – available on every continent of this planet, europe and america, also asia (I don’t know where you life). And maybe you’ll need to travel a bit to meet your Yogamaster … See it as a chance to really create a change in your life and make your next holidays Yoga-holidays. Try the alt.yoga FAQ to find a class AND a Video that’s suitable for you. http://members.xoom.com/altyoga/ To start with Yoga – if you really want to experience it and not just only want to do some exotic stretching training – you’ll need the experience and guidance of a class / qualified teacher. Because Yoga is more than just the exercises – it can move your heart and touch you deep within. To experience this a certain attitude towards the exercises is needed. It’s no sport – it’s a different attitude. And the easiest + best way to learn and experience this is to practice in a class. And when you have experienced / "learned" this you are also able to practice for your own with a Video or Audio cassette or book. Good luck on your path! Sat Nam – Hari Har Singh

Response:

  I have checked some yoga videos at block buster video, but  Jane Fonda’s or Naomi Campbell’s yoga don’t convince me much. Please give me some information on good yoga videos.   Thank you.

Response:

http://www.astanga.fi/video/ Best video for better understanding of vinyasa system. Ashtanga yoga, full vinyasa. Primary series. bob

– Hide quoted text — Show quoted text –   I have checked some yoga videos at block buster video, but  Jane Fonda’s or Naomi Campbell’s yoga don’t convince me much. Please give me some information on good yoga videos.   Thank you.

Response:

  I have checked some yoga videos at block buster video, but  Jane Fonda’s or Naomi Campbell’s yoga don’t convince me much. Please give me some information on good yoga videos.

Generally, the "celebrity" videos are pretty bad.  Jane Fonda’s is different, but remarkably, it’s much too advanced for someone who isn’t in shape, isn’t strong, isn’t flexible yet. Living Arts produces the best set of tapes.  We started with a couple of tapes featuring renowned Yoga master Alan Finger.  We’ve also been using some tapes featuring Suzanne Deason, and we’re about to start working with some featuring Patricia Walden and Rodney Yee. These tapes are available from web sites including www.yogazone.com and www.amazon.com. — bicker